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Good day. school, work, met up with an old friend, smoked on the beach, home, D<3, now sleep.
Still savin money to go away this summer.
I know she is my other half, I've never been more confident in anything else in life.
I really like how my socks feel on my foot right now so i cant stop rubbing them together.
Wake and bake tomorrow durring english class cause my teacher doesnt care.
Goin out with my mom for a bit in the afternoon.
First day in the wrestling ring tomorrow, I cant fucking wait.
I just waan touch upon the subject of my mom for a second. As many of you know i used to not be a big fan of either one of my parents but I suppose that over the past 2 months of really cleanning up my act for the most part, I've come to understand them. I've seen my mom cry every single day for the past yr because of me and now my brother. But now that shit is worked out more between us it honestly tares at my heart to see her how she is. I really hope that stuff works out better in my house cause it's like someone isn't talking to someone and for sereious reasons, not cause of anything dumb.
I'm slowly learnign to see my own flaws and promlems I bring to situations.
Smoking on the beach tonight was amazing. I really got a chane to reflect on a lot of stuff and come to a form of peace inside of me. Its amazing what a little pot, the stars, and the waves can do to your mind when you let it free.
I want to hold your hand and sing you the song that lovers sing.
---John