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Dad...I'm going out in a bit. I need to take a walk or something.
Going to spend the night by the river, maybe. So if I don't come home...it's no big deal.
Just have alot to think on.
Here's a question for you all.
If you were allowed to leave tomorrow, would you go home and see your family...or stay here with someone you loved?
Private
...He isn't coming back this time...is he?
I can't stop going back to that shack. I can't stop wandering out to where we used to go fishing together.
It's over, he isn't coming back, and I can't even let it go. He deserves..to be able to achieve his goal without me holding him back. We both knew I was a burden...
So this is what it's like to feel this low...
I...I need to focus on other things. Like teaching Hina to read or spending time with what friends I have left.
Crying won't help.
Going to spend the night by the river, maybe. So if I don't come home...it's no big deal.
Just have alot to think on.
Here's a question for you all.
If you were allowed to leave tomorrow, would you go home and see your family...or stay here with someone you loved?
Private
...He isn't coming back this time...is he?
I can't stop going back to that shack. I can't stop wandering out to where we used to go fishing together.
It's over, he isn't coming back, and I can't even let it go. He deserves..to be able to achieve his goal without me holding him back. We both knew I was a burden...
So this is what it's like to feel this low...
I...I need to focus on other things. Like teaching Hina to read or spending time with what friends I have left.
Crying won't help.