Nov 15, 2004 21:03
i've been thinking alot lately about a certain someone . and i'm starting to feel used . i'll try to explain in more detail...
here goes .
okay just recently this year i started hanging out with somone new, and after talking to them a little bit i realized they seemed to go thru best friends pretty quickly . then out of no where we are hanging out everyday (almost) and showing traits of a best friendship . hanging out together so much she slowly started ditching her old best friend . not just ditching HATING her old best friend . for reasons i guess i could not grasp . i felt/feel sorry for this girl becuz my new friend had such utter hatred for her and her friend was complete oblivious . ( which pissed me off because i hate fake people ) and what worries me is that how can i trust this person if i've seen the back stabbing first hand . i guess all i need to know is whether or not our frienship is real *you should know who you are by now * i'd like to ask you about it but honestly im sure if i'd be able to trust your answer.. bcuz well when your other friend asked you about your hatred you would flat out deny it .
why would our situation be any different .
*sigh*