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why do I fuck things up? Like seriously, I know not everything is my fault in this siutation but it feels like it. Maybe because he tells me it is idk? He doesnt believe that I care about him soo much and it really hurts. He said because I hung out with someone that I was flirting with them. Ugh no not really. To hear him so " Bryanne I dont want anything to do with you " that hurts so much because I really do care about him not matter what he thinks. I would do anything for him to say I dont play headgames and for him to actually believe me. Idk I just know this situation sucks I dont think I can cry anymore then I already have because obviously it doesnt help. I just wish things were good and we didnt fight all the time over stupid shit and whatnot.