Oct 05, 2004 16:14
We had this guy come talk to our class today; boy, was he amazing. He shared his own personal story about being a kid. He was a gang member who didn't even attend his own high school graduation because he was afraid of being shot. It was so touching- he really made something of himself.
Have you ever held your breath when you go under a bridge, and wished for something? That cute boy would look at you when you passed him in the hallway? That you might get on the honor roll (picture a cinnamon roll dripping with cinnamon goo)? That you might make friends with the new girl? When I was little I would wish for a pony. Even when I was younger than I am now- I wished over and over that my friend (a guy) would ask me out. It was insanly crazy- look at me! I hate the word fat, but I'm fat. Yeah. With acne. It's like, look at some people. They've got perfect complexion, stomachs, and a lot of boyfriends. I remember hearing a year ago ' I've only been asked out by three guys today.' I don't know if she was joking, but it hurt me. Hell, I've never been asked out!
So fuck that girl (not literally), I say.
Fuck you.