(no subject)
He broke up with me. He's leaving me. He's leaving here. But it was coming. But it was still unexpected. I thought it would come later. It hurts. So I'm being stupid. I took my anti-depressants and m y migraine mideications and I am also drinking alcohol and orange jice. I have class i nhe morning, early morning. I need to hope on the bus at 7:20am. Maybe I will oversleep. No t forever., no, hopefulyy not forever. But it hurts. it hurts so much.