GRR!
OMG!
I love my son, and I love my husband, but I'm staying up with the baby all day so Kyle can sleep before work, and then at night before Kyle goes to work he tries to take care of the baby, but he screams and screams until I hold him, because obviously I should just stay awake forever.
Kyle asks me whats wrong, I tell him I'm tired, he is like "you've been in bed for (blah) hours."
I then have to explain again that I am a light sleeper, I can't sleep through the baby screaming and fussing, so really I have slept like, an hour an a half to two hours....a day...
I can't sleep with Kyle during the day b/c the baby will fuss and wake Kyle up and Kyle will get frustrated at me...
I can't sleep at night because evenif he lets me fall asleep, it take me an hour to fall asleep because I have always had problems sleeping, and he has to be fed about every hour and a half.
It has gotten to the point on a few occasions that I have been awake for so long I begin to hallucinate...and now I'm getting a inus infection, and I can't go to sleep so my body can fight it off.
I really just want to beat my head into the wall.
I feel like crap, I was supposed to call Will back but I have a sore throat from sinus drainage so I haven't really felt like being on the phone.....
Well, I guess I'm gonna go play sims or something since I'm obviously not going to get to sleep.
Dispite everything I do enjoy being a mom...its just no good when you are so tired you see things (floating blobs) that aren't there.
I love my son, and I love my husband, but I'm staying up with the baby all day so Kyle can sleep before work, and then at night before Kyle goes to work he tries to take care of the baby, but he screams and screams until I hold him, because obviously I should just stay awake forever.
Kyle asks me whats wrong, I tell him I'm tired, he is like "you've been in bed for (blah) hours."
I then have to explain again that I am a light sleeper, I can't sleep through the baby screaming and fussing, so really I have slept like, an hour an a half to two hours....a day...
I can't sleep with Kyle during the day b/c the baby will fuss and wake Kyle up and Kyle will get frustrated at me...
I can't sleep at night because evenif he lets me fall asleep, it take me an hour to fall asleep because I have always had problems sleeping, and he has to be fed about every hour and a half.
It has gotten to the point on a few occasions that I have been awake for so long I begin to hallucinate...and now I'm getting a inus infection, and I can't go to sleep so my body can fight it off.
I really just want to beat my head into the wall.
I feel like crap, I was supposed to call Will back but I have a sore throat from sinus drainage so I haven't really felt like being on the phone.....
Well, I guess I'm gonna go play sims or something since I'm obviously not going to get to sleep.
Dispite everything I do enjoy being a mom...its just no good when you are so tired you see things (floating blobs) that aren't there.