Blah?
My head feels slightly expoded...
Bobert + New Girlfriend + Seattle = Concerned Aleccia.
*sigh*
I just hope that they will be ok...
I'm so worried right now....
My stomach feels heavy, like it should be next to me in the floor or something....
Kayti, everything will be ok, I know its hard. I babysat for a family for free for a while and when I stopped babysitting DCFS took the child away beause no one was carin for him. But I know he is better off now, and I know that I will always have my memories of him. I also know I made an impact on his life, even if the only parts he ends up remembering is that spaghetti o's are good, and that its more pleasant to wear sandals in the summer...
Little things stick, and those little things can turn into pretty big smiles when you stop to think about them.
You will see them again, and I'm sure they couldn't forget you if they tried (not that they would) And I think that some day you will make a great mom, rather it be through adoptive means or otherwise...
You will never have a relationship with another child like you did each one of them, thats what makes it so special. You can have a new, wonderful raltionship with your own child, or just another child you babysit someday. It wont be the sam...but it can be just as wonderful in its own ways.
I know I'm probably not telling you anything you don't know already, but a little encouragement goes a long way.
You seem to me like a very strong person, and I have faith that you will make it through this.
If you need anything from myself or kyle, feel free to call, though I would reccomend calling my phone because kyle very seldom remembers to keep his charged.
thats all from me.
No more rambling for the day.
Bobert + New Girlfriend + Seattle = Concerned Aleccia.
*sigh*
I just hope that they will be ok...
I'm so worried right now....
My stomach feels heavy, like it should be next to me in the floor or something....
Kayti, everything will be ok, I know its hard. I babysat for a family for free for a while and when I stopped babysitting DCFS took the child away beause no one was carin for him. But I know he is better off now, and I know that I will always have my memories of him. I also know I made an impact on his life, even if the only parts he ends up remembering is that spaghetti o's are good, and that its more pleasant to wear sandals in the summer...
Little things stick, and those little things can turn into pretty big smiles when you stop to think about them.
You will see them again, and I'm sure they couldn't forget you if they tried (not that they would) And I think that some day you will make a great mom, rather it be through adoptive means or otherwise...
You will never have a relationship with another child like you did each one of them, thats what makes it so special. You can have a new, wonderful raltionship with your own child, or just another child you babysit someday. It wont be the sam...but it can be just as wonderful in its own ways.
I know I'm probably not telling you anything you don't know already, but a little encouragement goes a long way.
You seem to me like a very strong person, and I have faith that you will make it through this.
If you need anything from myself or kyle, feel free to call, though I would reccomend calling my phone because kyle very seldom remembers to keep his charged.
thats all from me.
No more rambling for the day.