Aug 11, 2004 00:45
Well tonight was one of the last nights with maria. Its sad because now that its been almost two weeks, it seems like shes been with us for a lot longer then that and Im so used to seeing her everyday that its going to be weird. These two weeks have been like the best of my summer, we've had so much fun. Its been a lil crazy at times to plan things but thats allright.
Things sometimes are going crazy with nate, we both have crazy schedules and rarely have time to see eachother. I see him like once every like 10 days and it gets annoying. Its a rough start but im sure itll get better. Sometimes i wonder though. Everyone gets doubts. I just sometimes don't give things a chance.I over think everything.