stained etc.
Break the cycle. That's all I've ever wanted to do.
There are some things I wish Daniel could understand. Will he ever?
I try to breathe
Memories overtaking me
I try to face them but
the thought is too
Much to conceive
I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to
Express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made
So where were you
When all this I was going through
You never took the time to ask me
Just what you could do
I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to
Express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made
What am I running away from? What I am avoiding? There's got to be something in my life that I don't want to face because I am putting SO much time and energy into someone who isn't even receptive to it and who doesn't give me the same care and devotion. But I feel like he would if he knew how. If he only knew how much I've given up for him. But the only way for him to see how much I go through for him is for him to lose it. And I just don't want him to mess up what he's worked so hard to acheive. I also don't want to feel like I've wasted my time.
There are some things I wish Daniel could understand. Will he ever?
I try to breathe
Memories overtaking me
I try to face them but
the thought is too
Much to conceive
I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to
Express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made
So where were you
When all this I was going through
You never took the time to ask me
Just what you could do
I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to
Express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made
What am I running away from? What I am avoiding? There's got to be something in my life that I don't want to face because I am putting SO much time and energy into someone who isn't even receptive to it and who doesn't give me the same care and devotion. But I feel like he would if he knew how. If he only knew how much I've given up for him. But the only way for him to see how much I go through for him is for him to lose it. And I just don't want him to mess up what he's worked so hard to acheive. I also don't want to feel like I've wasted my time.