you're mexican? geno never said you were mexican....

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well the last month... ummm... I finally told geno I loved him about a week ago... ummm... he got freaked out... but whatever I couldn't keep it to myself a second longer.... I think it freaked him out cause it forced him to deal with both of our emotions... I can't let him go... I adore him... I need him... I know I say it every entry... but I fucking love him... I went to the shop today to watch my buddy xavier get tattooed... at first it was like everyone knew who I was but just didnt want to say anything... gene was sick and was kinda pretending I wasn't there... then I went into the room where he was at and talked to him and shit... then everyone started acting different... Chon was doing xavier's tattoo and then my mom called and I answered in spanish... and he was like you know spanish? geno never told me you were mexican... which totally caught me off gaurd... 1 because I didn't think he'd mention me and gene like gene should mention me... and 2 because what the fuck? I think I look mexican... hahaha... yeah... I'm retarded... later while x was still getting tatted... chon was like why you getting geno sick? and I was like that wasn't me... that was one of his other hoes... it was nice of him to make it seem like I'm his girl... but I have a feeling I'm not the only one... or I wasn't and I suppose I'm a bit bitter about it... fuck I hate being jealous....

fucked up shit...

so dora and I finally got our own place... we moved in the fourth of feb. it soooooooooooooo nice.... even though I really don't have shit... just having my own place is fucking awesome....

the bad stuff... well all my fucking cds were stolen from my car.... so if you pitty me at all you can burn me some and send em to me.... haha... I got a ticket.... I'm broke as fuck....

I should be popping in a month or less... so yeah...

I think thats all....
<3
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