Nov 17, 2005 11:17
ummm.... latest developments... well I fucking called gene with the intention of telling him off and yelling at him... we all know it didn't happen.... well I did actually get a conversation of some substance out of him though.... well he doesn't like the name I have picked out... saturday gene almost died... that would have really fucking sucked... I probably would have died of shock.... ummm he does want to be around... his life sucks more than mine at this current point in time... ummm... I can't talk to him without shaking/crying/or laughing atleast once... I love him! he doesn't hate me... he's a weirdo... I will see him tomorrow... I need him like air.... yeah... fuck I hope i don't suffocate.... ummm yes.... I sorta got a promotion at work... which means better hours and better pay... fuck yah..... tommorrow my car and I will be reunited... and it will feel so good! haha I'm an idiot....
I fat!
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Ruby