is you sick from the dick or is it the flu? it ain't about you or your bitch ass crew!
yeah I'm a retard! I know... fuck it...
I miss him... I can't help it... I know I don't stop bitching about it... what can I say? I'm an addict... he's my drug of choice and my withdrawls are fucking ridiculous... I can't help but look at his page everytime I sign on... I can't help but wonder what the fuck he's doing... I'm fucking hooked... like a junkie on heroin.... I'll stop now...
exciting stuff... well tomorrow hopefully I find out what I'm having... I have a feeling its a boy.... yeah everyone is saying its girl... but ever since I found out I was pregnant I had a feeling it was a boy... hopefully tommorow I find out for sure...
No matter how much I miss him and how much I want him around... well I've come to accept the fact that I was born in lonesome town... basically... I'm in this alone...
so yesterday I hung out with my best friend in the world! we went to the mall... drooled at MAC.... we want brush sets... I got my white compact at hot topic and neon green eyeshadow and the radest lashes evah...we ate at chipotle... we went to back to the grind looked at art and listened to music... went to the mission in an I got a tour... then we went to the movies but north country didnt' start till 10 so we killed time at borders and then at chipotle again... the guy gave me a free drink... all in all a great fucking day! I need more days like that...
<3
Ruby
I miss him... I can't help it... I know I don't stop bitching about it... what can I say? I'm an addict... he's my drug of choice and my withdrawls are fucking ridiculous... I can't help but look at his page everytime I sign on... I can't help but wonder what the fuck he's doing... I'm fucking hooked... like a junkie on heroin.... I'll stop now...
exciting stuff... well tomorrow hopefully I find out what I'm having... I have a feeling its a boy.... yeah everyone is saying its girl... but ever since I found out I was pregnant I had a feeling it was a boy... hopefully tommorow I find out for sure...
No matter how much I miss him and how much I want him around... well I've come to accept the fact that I was born in lonesome town... basically... I'm in this alone...
so yesterday I hung out with my best friend in the world! we went to the mall... drooled at MAC.... we want brush sets... I got my white compact at hot topic and neon green eyeshadow and the radest lashes evah...we ate at chipotle... we went to back to the grind looked at art and listened to music... went to the mission in an I got a tour... then we went to the movies but north country didnt' start till 10 so we killed time at borders and then at chipotle again... the guy gave me a free drink... all in all a great fucking day! I need more days like that...
<3
Ruby