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i wonder if all you needto be happy/successful/comfortable in life is to trust the world. you can't say for sure that fate is real or that everyone has one, you know? but what if there is, and all you need to do to ensure that your life is the way it's supposed to be, and that you are the happiest you can be at any given time, is to trust the world. i dont know... think about something that you're really happy about or just something that happened. and think about the things that happened to make that happen. all the things that led up to it. all the people you met before it, everything you said and everything you did. what if any one second of time was different before that happened?it could change the way your life is now so much. doesnt it make you think that maybe it was supposed to happen or that you were supposed to be in that place at that time? free will is the only thing that stops people from believing in stuff like that, i think. because you always have a choice. you cant just sit around and expect your life to turn out how you want it to. you have choices, and i think it's good that you have choices because they change your life, even if you dont notice right away. it might take years, you know? and then you look back and you're like, if i hadn't done that, if that hadn't happened, i wouldnt even be in this place right now, with these people. and even sometimes when you make the wrong choice, in the end everything is fine and you're happy. so you cant be like, oh, i made the right choice so that means i'll be happy. i'm not saying you should just make wrong choices but i dont know. i dont know what im saying really. its just weird. i think im just weird. i think way too much.