questions

[unevrletmefall]

why is it that i am always wrong?

why is it that someone who loves me makes me feel like shit?

erlinda your suppost to understand me.
but i guess today you dont.
its okay if you give up on me
everyone else did.
might as well u be next.

ill be okay without people.
i did it once.
i guess ill have to do it again.
this is stupid that ihave to talk to her on this fucking thing.
but she cant speak to me on the phone because
i will yell at the top of my lungs for nothing
casue she doesnt hear it.

she doesnt want to.
fuck it.
im just gonig to bring myself down
and no one else.