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So yesterday was pretty entertaining & boring.
Went out with Adam for a little lunch & I hadn`t seen his cute little face for God knows how long. He just came down because he`s back from college for a week & just wanted to see his friends that he doesn`t talk to anymore to say goodbye. It was nice talking about our old friends & ways & junk. & I guess only 4 of us of the old 13 kids in our old group are sober, which includes me :]
I came home & in the afternoon, I got this shirt that is too small for me, it has a picture of a boy flying a kite & wrote "Kids Like Us" on it & cut it out & sewed it onto my atreyu shirt so it covers the logo because let`s face it, Atreyu... no. Then got my D.A.R.E. shirt & wrote "Black My Heart" above the D with "xXx" on it below the E & then cut it out & sewed it on diagonally on a black shirt. That shirt looks pretty radical.
My mom came home & gave me 30$ (???) so I now have 50$ saved in my wallet alone for my Florida trip. I have to go to Office Depot to apply for a job.
So anyyyways, I get a call from Matt. & let`s see here, Matt`s my ex-bf of 1 month & just to say, a couple years ago, I was a scaredy cat to fight back to anyone that got in my face. So he was the BF that hit me, pushed me against the wall, verbally abused me, all that great stuff. & of coarse I had too much & I grew some balls & told him if he ever fucking called me again or I saw him anywhere, I`d kill him (this rage came because a friend of mine ended up in a coma for 2 weeks because of her fucking BF that she is STILL with by the way) soooo we broke up & now how I am now is in part thanks to him because I don`t take shit from anyone. But anyyyways, he calls me & what does he tell me? "Cheska, I love you & want you back" WTF?! It`s been over a year & a half & I haven`t talked or seen you in that time & you call me & tell me that?! Was he drunk? He wasn`t but he said he saw me with Adam (which doesn`t make sense because Matt lives an hour away, why would he be in Escondido, I KNOW he doesn`t know anyone that lives here... but who knows for sure) & he said I looked reeeeally different (umm yeah, that`s what years will do to a person dumbass) & he said his old feelings came back to him (what is that? wanting to hit me & make me throw up to look as perfect as you want me to?) & all that junk. I mean, Matt is REALLY cute, he can get almost any girl he wants because he`s so gorgeous, but no. ugh, he can go take his guitar & stick it up his ass because I can care less from him... I kinda wish he told me in person so I coulda punched his lights out. Ok, over that.
Sooo today what am I doing? Catching up on my homework & trying to do some damage control. I have such in intresting life, pfft, wait for 5 years & you`ll see :]