ahhh life
havent really updated in awhile.... its hard to do updates from my phone.
but now i've got a laptop so all is good.
life is good right now...
had a pregnancy scare earlier this month... like not rly but kinda. a couple months ago my doctor put me on birth control, but apprantly lose dose ones dont work on me. so my period was like a month late becuz of that. PHEW! lol.
well that rly doesnt prove my point of how life is good... actually it does cuz i actually wasnt scared, but w/e.
anywho.
i still work at comcast, i make a shitton of money at a job i'm totally not happy with. the way things are run are just weird. i wish i could change a lot of things, but theres no way i could anything... seriously. money hungry people bother me. i spend the majority of my money on other people even though i should be saving it.
thinking about moving out again soon... i'm terrified of doin so. like, the idea is nice but i dont want to turn into the person i was again. i just need to find the perfect person to move in with/ move out by myself. maybe i'll buy a house... that would be cool.
ive gained like 25lbs since ive moved to florida. i have to start eating better and being more active. when i lived in jersey my job was to move around a lot. here, i'm sitting for about 10 hrs of my day. need to change that.
still no bf. maybe i still need to work on myself before i get one of those? also it doesnt help that i hang out with the same people everynight. 1 of which i hook up with occasionally. and hes nice, and i do have feelings for him, but he's expressed to me that he doesnt want a relationship. i dont even know why i like him actually... its just a feeling i get when i'm around him. but like on paper, hes not like anyone i've ever liked... doesnt dress well, has no job, plays video games, hangs out at gamestores (total nerd), hes like king of his little nerd group... but guys, the sex is SOOOOOO goood. its like incredible. and he has a tongue ring, i'll just let you imagine why i'm in love with that lol. but yea... cant rlly have feelings for him becuz he doesnt want anything (story of my life right?)
well other than that florida is ok. it still hasnt won me over yet.
ill be in jersey end of april to begining of may
get ready bitches!!!
but now i've got a laptop so all is good.
life is good right now...
had a pregnancy scare earlier this month... like not rly but kinda. a couple months ago my doctor put me on birth control, but apprantly lose dose ones dont work on me. so my period was like a month late becuz of that. PHEW! lol.
well that rly doesnt prove my point of how life is good... actually it does cuz i actually wasnt scared, but w/e.
anywho.
i still work at comcast, i make a shitton of money at a job i'm totally not happy with. the way things are run are just weird. i wish i could change a lot of things, but theres no way i could anything... seriously. money hungry people bother me. i spend the majority of my money on other people even though i should be saving it.
thinking about moving out again soon... i'm terrified of doin so. like, the idea is nice but i dont want to turn into the person i was again. i just need to find the perfect person to move in with/ move out by myself. maybe i'll buy a house... that would be cool.
ive gained like 25lbs since ive moved to florida. i have to start eating better and being more active. when i lived in jersey my job was to move around a lot. here, i'm sitting for about 10 hrs of my day. need to change that.
still no bf. maybe i still need to work on myself before i get one of those? also it doesnt help that i hang out with the same people everynight. 1 of which i hook up with occasionally. and hes nice, and i do have feelings for him, but he's expressed to me that he doesnt want a relationship. i dont even know why i like him actually... its just a feeling i get when i'm around him. but like on paper, hes not like anyone i've ever liked... doesnt dress well, has no job, plays video games, hangs out at gamestores (total nerd), hes like king of his little nerd group... but guys, the sex is SOOOOOO goood. its like incredible. and he has a tongue ring, i'll just let you imagine why i'm in love with that lol. but yea... cant rlly have feelings for him becuz he doesnt want anything (story of my life right?)
well other than that florida is ok. it still hasnt won me over yet.
ill be in jersey end of april to begining of may
get ready bitches!!!