Medium : Real People
Subject : Kelly Rowan
Title : Open Your Eyes: letter from a fan
Notes : This is apparently how I cope with bad news. If you’re not familiar with Kelly, it can also be a mix for worrying for a friend.
This is my unhealthy unconventional attempt at coping with the news of KR and DT getting back together. It's just an insight with song into how I feel about the situation. But hey, it's free music, eh?
Are You Alright?
by Lucinda Williams
I wish you'd give me a little clue.
Are you alright?
Is there something you wanna say?
Are you alright?
Just tell me that you're okay.
This was the first song I had for the mix that I was planning before any of this news broke that she was back with David. But it had to go on this mix as well. Before all this Kelly news, I had been wondering if she was alright so this song fits perfectly esp. considering Kelly’s love of privacy and disappearing.
Open Your Eyes
by Snow Patrol
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Get up, get out, get away from these liars
'Cause they don't get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time
This song stood out to me the first go around with David. I know that we only read what the press prints but he seems like such a bad guy and she seems to be blind to it. I chose these lyrics (although the whole entire song fits) thinking of how many liars she may have around her and she has such an amazing ‘soul’ and ‘fire’ (ie her commitment to her diet, producing amazing roles for women), things that make her who she is and are the reasons I love her so. I don’t want anyone to take that from her.
In Every Sunflower
by Bell X1
We're still watching
I make days from the hours
And I still see you
In every sunflower
Every screaming sunflower
And how they scream of you
Fans are still here, waiting, watching for her to perform or give a hint as to how she is doing. We watch reruns of ‘The O.C.’ and I, for one, think of her or Kirsten and Sandy daily still and the show’s been off for how long? Simple everyday things remind me of her.
Follow
by Bang Gang
Now follow me always
Into the sky
Where we reach the stars
Now follow me slowly
Over the stars
Where we reach the sky
More than the lyrics, I really enjoy the sound, tone of this song. It’s mournful, slightly hopeless, which feels appropriate at the moment. Cuz didn’t we just do this a year or so ago?
Not for All the Love in the World
by The Thrills
Left your heart in the hands of a jugglin clown.
And so you crave recognition,
but the keys to the city were missing
People aren't puzzles to be figured out
But you just said,
Not for all the love in the world
He’s not a puzzle to be figured out. He’s not somebody to be fixed. A lot of women go into relationships wanting to change the man but sometimes he can’t be fixed.
The Blues
by Switchfoot
Does justice ever find you?
Do the wicked ever lose?
Is there any other song, to sing beside these Blues?
And nothing is okay,
Till' the world caves in
Another hopeless song. I was so relieved when I had heard about the split. I was glad she was away from him. Felt that she was better off, safer. But here we are again.
For the Widows in Paradise; For The Fatherless In Ypsilanti
by Sufjan Stevens
If there's anything to say
If there's anything to do
I there's any other way
I'd do anything for you
Birds Without Wings
by David Gray
I've no interest
In excuses you can find
Like you've had a hard day
Now you're too tired to care
Now you're too tired to care
You've had a hard day
#1 - David Gray is one of Kelly’s favorite artists. #2 - I think maybe she’s making excuses to be with him, ‘ready to settle down’, ‘getting too old for this’, 'he's the father of my child', but I think she’s too good for simply settling. Also, it seems like she’s a bird without wings around him. She wants to fly but is bound from doing so. Hiding from the press, frowning in pictures, exhausted during interviews.
The Scientist
by Coldplay
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
As a fan, I didn’t sign up to become this caught up in the goings on of someone I don’t even know. I didn’t expect to care this much. It was so much easier in the beginning of my O.C. watching.
Breathe Me
by Sia
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
This is more of a ‘What If’ for the mix and it’s in, what would be, Kelly’s POV.
single songs :
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download here Note : mp3s: #4, 6, 8, 10 / wmas: #1, 3, 9 / m4as: # 2, 5, 7 / If there is any problem with any of the songs, please let me know so I can remedy the error.