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[uneko]

I'm so afraid right now... 45-15 minutes until I leave...
leaving..
oh god.
....
I'll be happy living with Ciro
I know I will
but
but..
I'm leaving daddy..
...and I never got to say bye to mom..
and...
my room
my stuff..
my.. ... .... .... I don't know..
it's so scary...
am I making the right choice?
yes I think so
will I regret it? naw..
but..
will I miss home?
sure.. despite all my whining
daddy is still daddy
Jen is Jen (differnet jen. best frend Jen)
Chris.. is still chris..

and..
and.....

I have to trust dad.. and Jen to see that my other stuff gets sent to me.
... I don't know if I can do that..
but i have to
... I.. .. and.. ..and...

my pillows and my tablet and.. I don't have waking up beside you on a cd and.. . i'm worrying so very too much.. and i cna't help it...

crrrrrrrrrrrrrry!!!