I've been dancing on the tops of buildings

[uneekmusik25]

I swear, I really have been. I am updating really only because I feel the need to justify my last update because yes it was exactly what I was feeling at the time, but that still doesn't make it ok for me to bitch and whine and complain about life. The Hush Sound concert went over great last night. Was overall a good show and The Hush Sound (Bob, Greta, Darren, and Chris) and This Providence (Dan, Ryan, David, and Gavin) are all really nice, great people. I got a hug from Bob!!! And the interview went well really, I mean I guess besides all of the waiting...but I'm not one to complain when I am getting to meet the bands for crying out loud. But really, I just feel like posting because of how wonderful life is. How you have those phone calls where all you do is talk shit about so-and-so. And then one of your best friend's ex's starts talking to you, which is the very last thing you want because you know they're going to start bitching about their ex (in case you're lost, this would mean bitching about one of your best friends). And I know certain people are going to see this and recognize the situations, but right now I don't care. I'm not throwing out names and actually I am not upset. I'm just throwing the facts out there. I should be pouring my heart and soul into my Honors application essay but you know what honestly I am so fed up with it. I want it to sound like I care because I really do, but...mmm. That's easier said then done when I have been dealing with this stuff since...August? Damn. Wow, that really sucks. Oh well, if I want to get out of this town, it's not going to happen on its own.

PS

I love you all

<3 Heidi