sooner than i thought
so tonight, we went out to el segundo (still got my wallet though...hehe) for mr. dennis sabug's housewarming party. party was chill. fun times drinking and fooling around dancing to dance hall. got broken up by the po-pos @ 930. the murses and byron didn't get to play, so that sucked. that was so weird how we didn't even get a warning, allowing us to at least chill quietly without the music. but yeah. there was an older crowd there. there were people in their late 20's early 30's chillin there cuz that's how old dennis is. some of them with their kids. but yeah at the party a thought occurred to me.
maybe i was buzzed or whatever but i think i woulda tripped about it anyway. well, ej brought his extremely cute little nephew, 1 1/2 year-old giani. i was playin with the kid and it was really fun. i like babies/little kids. so yeah, i was playing with him and stuff and i was tellin tess how i wanted kids and stuff...not now but in the future. when i said that, though, i realized how close the future was. i'm 23 right now. if i were to accidentally have a kid at this age, it wouldn't be a horrible thing but, to me, it wouldn't be ideal. but thing is, in like 4-5 years, it would be even better. 5 fuckin years. that's not far at all. i'm getting closer and closer to the age where i'm gonna start my own family. that is ridiculously nuts.
it's gonna be the time where we're gonna be hanging out at each other's houses, watching each others' kids running around playing or with people feeding their babies and all that shit. we're gonna be called "tito jeri" and all that mess. wow. it's a scary thought. life is going full speed ahead. that whole circle of life thing is really occurring. it wasn't just a song in a disney movie. (bad joke, sorry). but yeah, it's crazy. time is flying by and i just realized it.
i'll be ready but not now. gimme 5 years. haha. first i need to get those fish, then that dog and then a baby. oh and i probably need a girl too. so yeah. i didn't write this entry cuz i want a kid already. it's just to put my realization out. so please don't take this as me saying i want a girl right now who i want to marry and have kids with. eek. that's scary. i'm 23. i'm old but not that old yet. young but not that young. shit it's almost 3:30. havin lunch with the dugs at 1230. gotta get some shut eye.
til next time,
peeace.
maybe i was buzzed or whatever but i think i woulda tripped about it anyway. well, ej brought his extremely cute little nephew, 1 1/2 year-old giani. i was playin with the kid and it was really fun. i like babies/little kids. so yeah, i was playing with him and stuff and i was tellin tess how i wanted kids and stuff...not now but in the future. when i said that, though, i realized how close the future was. i'm 23 right now. if i were to accidentally have a kid at this age, it wouldn't be a horrible thing but, to me, it wouldn't be ideal. but thing is, in like 4-5 years, it would be even better. 5 fuckin years. that's not far at all. i'm getting closer and closer to the age where i'm gonna start my own family. that is ridiculously nuts.
it's gonna be the time where we're gonna be hanging out at each other's houses, watching each others' kids running around playing or with people feeding their babies and all that shit. we're gonna be called "tito jeri" and all that mess. wow. it's a scary thought. life is going full speed ahead. that whole circle of life thing is really occurring. it wasn't just a song in a disney movie. (bad joke, sorry). but yeah, it's crazy. time is flying by and i just realized it.
i'll be ready but not now. gimme 5 years. haha. first i need to get those fish, then that dog and then a baby. oh and i probably need a girl too. so yeah. i didn't write this entry cuz i want a kid already. it's just to put my realization out. so please don't take this as me saying i want a girl right now who i want to marry and have kids with. eek. that's scary. i'm 23. i'm old but not that old yet. young but not that young. shit it's almost 3:30. havin lunch with the dugs at 1230. gotta get some shut eye.
til next time,
peeace.