nature is a whore
spring is here again. pollen is full force + i couldn't be more bitter about it. a lot of good those fucking shots did. what a waste of time. i feel like such a nerd being allergic to everything. but i am. oh, hedy developed cerebral palsy somehow. she kept saying it was an allergic reaction but she can't even make facial expressions to go with her complaints anymore. every grandma i have has or has had some type of medical anomaly. my dad's mom got some weird cancer that killed her within weeks, my mom's mom has nervous breakdowns everyday which result in digestive problems and probably cancer, and now steven's mom has CP. they all have my prayers and hopefully anyone who reads this sends god a shout out for them. it makes me wonder what i'll develop. i gotta quit smoking. i can't get over the damn hump. addictions suck.
on the bright side, school's pretty much done. i might go for a summer session so i can graduate a little earlier. either that or i'll get my dream cab driving job. yay. i don't know what it is about menial labor that i love so much. its gonna suck when i get stuck with an office job one day. i have to work on not letting that happen. my applications for sva and parsons just went out. i'm crossing my fingers. manhattan would be cool for a while. but not permanently. i hope there's a market for photography in finland. does anyone speak finnish?
all things considered i'm doing ok. i'm becoming more goal oriented and less donny jeffcoat about everything. i wonder what that wild and crazy kid is up to these days. i wonder what a lot of people are up to these days. i hope everyone is well. maybe one day i'll get a call from one of you and you'll let me know.
speaking of blasts from the past, adventure friday is about to be in full force. it's weird how people can just pick right back up where they left off. it's a little different now but it might possibly be even better. anyway, life goes on and i'm moving right along with it, and i don't wanna know where i'll end up < 3
on the bright side, school's pretty much done. i might go for a summer session so i can graduate a little earlier. either that or i'll get my dream cab driving job. yay. i don't know what it is about menial labor that i love so much. its gonna suck when i get stuck with an office job one day. i have to work on not letting that happen. my applications for sva and parsons just went out. i'm crossing my fingers. manhattan would be cool for a while. but not permanently. i hope there's a market for photography in finland. does anyone speak finnish?
all things considered i'm doing ok. i'm becoming more goal oriented and less donny jeffcoat about everything. i wonder what that wild and crazy kid is up to these days. i wonder what a lot of people are up to these days. i hope everyone is well. maybe one day i'll get a call from one of you and you'll let me know.
speaking of blasts from the past, adventure friday is about to be in full force. it's weird how people can just pick right back up where they left off. it's a little different now but it might possibly be even better. anyway, life goes on and i'm moving right along with it, and i don't wanna know where i'll end up < 3