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so i feel like the biggest bitch ever. i odntk now whats wrong with me. they tell me to find out what makes me happy. but i dont know. ive tried. ive changed. ive changed back to my normal self after that and i still have no clue what the hell im doing.
i wnat to start over so badly but i need to finish this year. i dont know what to do! susie said to revive the relationship and go on dates but we've only been on 2 dates. not that im mad or anything, it just happens like that when ur bf is best friends with all ur best friends. instead of dates i get to hang out with friends and bf. very enjoyable but not so intimate. lol
i dont know if i can make it work. i dont want to try anymore. its ur turn. if u cant handle it get out. you want to make me happy and ive told u how but nothing is different. ive put myself out for you so much. i brag about u and ur the only thing i see. but how can u hurt my heart like this? ive done stupid things and said stupid stuff but i wont ever know anyone like you. thank you for everything but i need something more. if you can't do this i dont know what im going to do. if you think im being crazy maybe i am but at least im trying to make myself better.
id really love to be your girlfriend. and i wanna go to homecoming so badly with you. but my heart is broken. i can't explain what exactly did it. it was everything
please help me soon i love you
ps im so happy for whit and andrew, u guys are perfect
i wnat to start over so badly but i need to finish this year. i dont know what to do! susie said to revive the relationship and go on dates but we've only been on 2 dates. not that im mad or anything, it just happens like that when ur bf is best friends with all ur best friends. instead of dates i get to hang out with friends and bf. very enjoyable but not so intimate. lol
i dont know if i can make it work. i dont want to try anymore. its ur turn. if u cant handle it get out. you want to make me happy and ive told u how but nothing is different. ive put myself out for you so much. i brag about u and ur the only thing i see. but how can u hurt my heart like this? ive done stupid things and said stupid stuff but i wont ever know anyone like you. thank you for everything but i need something more. if you can't do this i dont know what im going to do. if you think im being crazy maybe i am but at least im trying to make myself better.
id really love to be your girlfriend. and i wanna go to homecoming so badly with you. but my heart is broken. i can't explain what exactly did it. it was everything
please help me soon i love you
ps im so happy for whit and andrew, u guys are perfect