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I have been going through caffeine withdrawal for a couple of days now. It's NO FUN. I really hope that when I wake up tomorrow it will be done and I won't get another headache.
On the up side, I got two sweaters, a tank top, and a tee shirt all for 50% off today and two pairs of pajama pants for 40% off. Plus an additional 15% off. It was awesome.
It's starting to get crazy in my house. I can't believe that my baby brother only has three days left until he goes to college. I feel so old. My brother is going to college and I am going to be graduating 9 months from now. Almost exactly actually. It's currently Saturday, August 26th and I will be graduating Sunday, May 27th.
I have no idea what I want to do. I realized today what my problem is. It's my lack of motivation. I mean, I want to do well in school, so I do the minimum required to get by, but not even the minimum required for my being happy with my grades. But I think it's because I really just don't care. I like religion and politics and whatever ok, but not that much. It's been fine for the past two years, but beyond that? No interest in it really. I want to make money, I have an interest in that, but that's about it.
It's frustrating to just have no idea, especially in a world where everyone wants a demonstrated interest or future career plans. No, I don't have experience in whatever area, I never thought of it before, but no one will let me get experience, because I need experience first. Or, they want to know what I plan on doing when I'm finished with their program. Well, I'll probably work at the mall or something because I'm 21 and have no idea. Why does everyone want us to have it all figured out?
On the up side, I got two sweaters, a tank top, and a tee shirt all for 50% off today and two pairs of pajama pants for 40% off. Plus an additional 15% off. It was awesome.
It's starting to get crazy in my house. I can't believe that my baby brother only has three days left until he goes to college. I feel so old. My brother is going to college and I am going to be graduating 9 months from now. Almost exactly actually. It's currently Saturday, August 26th and I will be graduating Sunday, May 27th.
I have no idea what I want to do. I realized today what my problem is. It's my lack of motivation. I mean, I want to do well in school, so I do the minimum required to get by, but not even the minimum required for my being happy with my grades. But I think it's because I really just don't care. I like religion and politics and whatever ok, but not that much. It's been fine for the past two years, but beyond that? No interest in it really. I want to make money, I have an interest in that, but that's about it.
It's frustrating to just have no idea, especially in a world where everyone wants a demonstrated interest or future career plans. No, I don't have experience in whatever area, I never thought of it before, but no one will let me get experience, because I need experience first. Or, they want to know what I plan on doing when I'm finished with their program. Well, I'll probably work at the mall or something because I'm 21 and have no idea. Why does everyone want us to have it all figured out?