early draft of something, i think.

Dec 30, 2009 21:09

HAUNTING THE SELF

i was just sorting through boxes of my stuff, and i found several CDs jay, my friend who committed suicide two years ago, burned for me of music and movies from our freshman year of college. i have almost nothing with his handwriting on it, and it's sort of jarring to have these relics sitting in my lap.

the CDs he gave still aren' ( Read more... )

grief, jay

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sinandsilence December 31 2009, 20:07:06 UTC
I miss him...
Probably not as much as you, you got to know him much better, but the last time I saw him was right at the very end of sophomore year, and we hadn't talked in months and all he said was that he saw my pic on myspace and I looked hot. He had NO idea how much that helped me realize some things. I went looking for him later to say bye and tell him I was leaving school but I never did find him. I don't know. Some things just stick with you.

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