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this summer has been a little bit of everything. i have hung out almost every single day, minus a few here and there due to work and surgery. i love my friends. i feel like this school year is going to be exceptional. i just can't wait for decorating my room in my big, nice house and i can't wait to go to class and not know anyone, but gradually meet new people and hang out all the time. i can't wait to study and take care of my own business and shop for my own food and be independent. i can't wait till i get a job that pays well, so i can pay my own rent and truly be independent. i can't wait to grow up, fall in love, become an english professor, teach what i love, travel the world, eat spaghetti, get married and make money. i just like responsibility and self-control and determination and education and food and friends and feelings and reading and writing and swimming and being alone and listening to awesome music and walking through the red and brown leaves and watching the snow fall early in the morning and playing with my nephew and sleeping in my bed until late in the afternoon and not being sick and feeling healthy and feeling important and feeling special and feeling content and thinking, i love thinking about life and thinking about family and friends and thinking about living abroad and thinking about being cultured and letting experiences seep into my body and make me more well-rounded and thinking about getting a dog, when i have my very own apartment/house/loft. i just love thinking and feeling and doing and being. i am going to be twenty years old soon. i used to be so little. goodnight