Nov 14, 2006 06:26
This will be my last post. I dont really know how many people read my writing but if you did thank you very much. And if you didnt, thanks also. I only did it for myself but some people have mentioned that they like what i write so..those were for you. I decided this earlier and im basically trying to destroy any memories i have had in the last couple years of my life. Some know the events that have taken place, some dont. Its better if you dont because I wouldnt want anyone having a negative opinion towards me or any others invloved. There is nothing i would give more than to write everything i have ever felt down on paper and have everyone read and really know what goes on in my head, but that would be unfair to me and to you. Sadly, i have always let my emotions get the best of me..even now, im sitting here with a whirlwind of sorrow in my head causing me to feel dizzy. i have such a long road ahead of me, and in many ways im excited, and in other ways im scared shitless. People come and go so much, i have little time to express my gratitude of how much they mean to me. And of course there are the ones who come along and change my life for what i feel is so great but end up being the reason im typing this to you all. I dont know anymore. I dont know what to feel. But i must get some sleep so...Adieu.
Mike Reza