A rant once again
Something seems to be missing
I cant exactly pinpoint what it is
It leaves me restless. ancy. and just plain lost.
but, i do know a few things about it
I know it cant be bought at a store
and i know it cant be given to me from someone
Or can it?
Is it love that im missing?
is it sex?
is it the need to be needed
or the want to be wanted?
is it the pain that another can bestow upon me?
no.
no.
negative.
never.
nope.
no way.
Because i have felt all these before and in some cases in one single moment
and i still feel the way i feel now.
empty.
you see the space above? yeah its that empty.
I have had moments of levity where it feels as though im complete.
But just as a pie is baked, so is my world.
And just as a pie vanished instantly, so does my moment.
And im left back where i started.
I have earned a Ph. D though.
A Ph. D in bitching and complaining.
Ive done it for 19 years now so im definetly a professional.
I cant exactly pinpoint what it is
It leaves me restless. ancy. and just plain lost.
but, i do know a few things about it
I know it cant be bought at a store
and i know it cant be given to me from someone
Or can it?
Is it love that im missing?
is it sex?
is it the need to be needed
or the want to be wanted?
is it the pain that another can bestow upon me?
no.
no.
negative.
never.
nope.
no way.
Because i have felt all these before and in some cases in one single moment
and i still feel the way i feel now.
empty.
you see the space above? yeah its that empty.
I have had moments of levity where it feels as though im complete.
But just as a pie is baked, so is my world.
And just as a pie vanished instantly, so does my moment.
And im left back where i started.
I have earned a Ph. D though.
A Ph. D in bitching and complaining.
Ive done it for 19 years now so im definetly a professional.