Shuffle GTOP v1.0
Title: Shuffle GTOP v1.0
Author: undying_desire
Pairing: GTOP Seunghyun/Jiyong
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Shorts, angst, AU, fluff, ect ect *lol*
Disclaimer: Sadly, G-Dragon and TOP aren't mine. If they were I'd be doing much more interesting things right now.
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Jiyong sat staring at the second hand. He had managed to run into the object of his desires for the second time this week. Now, he was sitting watching Seunghyun's lips move against the crystal glass, sipping on the wine with a delicacy unmatchable.
Seunhyun had followed him home for the second time that week.
The clock struck one and Jiyong knew his time was up.
Seunghyun stood but Jiyong quickly pulled out his wallet placing more money on the table.
"Jiyong," that smooth voice said with such pity, "I'm sorry, I can't love you."
And he walked away.
Bitter End - Placebo
* * *
It was strange being thrown into stardom. Seunghyun had honestly never expected such a turn of events.
It was strange never knowing a normal life. Jiyong had always been an idol.
They both happened to step onto the midnight train. Despite the lack of people somehow they managed to run into one another.
"Sorry." Jiyong said with false politeness.
"Sorry." Seunghyun said like a shy child.
Then Jiyong smiled. The door closed behind them, both missing their stop.
"I'm Kwon Jiyong," he said and held out his hand.
Don't Stop Believing - Journey
* * *
Seunhyun pressed his body over Jiyong's, lacing his fingers with the younger's as he kissed along the leader's jawline.
The night was ending quickly and Seunghyun would not see it go without holding his lover one more time.
This was the end. Their last night. Seunghyun's last night alive for all he knew. Perhaps he would die without Jiyong. Fate was cruel and war was as well.
In the morning, Jiyong pressed his hand to the cool side of the train begging that it wouldn't take Seunghyun with it.
"You're my everything," Seunghyun's words went unheard as the train whistle blew.
The train began rolling away.
Apocalyptic Love Song - Hypnogaja
* * *
"Never find yourself in a relationship with one of your peers." Jiyong's number one rule from YG. There would be too many scandals and too many angry fans.
Then the fanservice started. First with Seungri, the bastard always took things too far but Jiyong played along. He of course loved Seungri like a brother and enjoyed joking around with him.
It was when he was expected to start hinting at G-TOP his problems started.
Now he found himself lying next to Seunghyun.
"Are you with me?" The rapper asked.
"Yes," Jiyong responded. "I'll always be with you."
Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
* * *
One book the young boy held in his possession, a book that was most certainly banned as the only reading allowed was mathematical formulas.
Everyone was what we'd call a test tube baby. No longer born but rather created.
The need to reproduce no longer existed and romance was strictly forbidden.
A woman could not stay with a man for more than three months.
Luckily, Jiyong was a man and he could stay with Seunghyun as long as he wished.
Last Romanticist - Noblesse
* * *
Jiyong couldn't help but take in a gasp of air as Seunghyun gave him a quick kiss goodbye and closed the door behind him. They were always close but Jiyong was still surprised by the sudden show of affection.
Maybe it was the fact they were in their last years as the Double Combo. After Big Bang was disbanded for the members to pursue solo activities, G-Dragon and TOP's names continued to live on. They became YG's most prominent duo and became closer than ever before.
Taeyang and Seungri seemed to realize the rappers' unusual relationship before they themselves did. Daesung remained ignorant for the most part but couldn't help but be curious of his hyung's awkward behavior.
Jiyong was in love plain and simple. That love was the main reason he refused to go solo and lose his place with the other man. When the idea of a duo struck him, Jiyong never imagined that both YG and Seunghyun were happy to accept the idea.
Pressing his index finger to his lips, feeling the sensation, Jiyong began to believe after their time as rappers was over a whole new door would open for them.
Time is Running Out - Muse
* * *
"I don't want you around me. You'll get hurt." TOP had said after their first night together.
Those words rang in GD's head as he put pressure against the wound in his chest. Blood was already pooling on the ground. And the feeling of warmth was escaping from his body. It was cold. It was painful.
"How could you do this to me!?" GD had screamed the night he saw her on his side of the bed.
The final words of TOP's rang in his mind.
"I don't love you. I never loved you."
GD had put a bullet in his former lover's head in that same moment.
Or at least he did in his mind. In reality TOP simply walked out the door leaving a devastated GD behind.
GD hadn't had the courage to kill himself afterwards. TOP was right about calling him a coward. But GD soon realized more pain came with living than dying.
He pressed his hand harder against his chest. The wound could not be seen, there really was no blood, but still he found himself begging to be released from the pain.
He couldn't fight it. He still loved TOP.
Victims of Love - Good Charlotte
* * *
"Do it," Jiyong spat out as he ground his teeth together from having his growing erection pressed harder into Seunghyun's knee.
They were currently in the back alley of Jiyong's favorite club. A couple times a week he would sneak out and fuck any girl he could lure his way.
This time, Seunghyun followed his bandmate. In a backroom Jiyong was pounding into his whore-of-the-day. Something in Seunghyun snapped. He wanted Jiyong to himself.
"I will, and you'll love it," Seunghyun retorted and pulled Jiyong into a ferocious kiss.
Black Black Heart - David Usher
* * *
Jiyong threw his engagement ring to the floor with a ferocious force, causing the head with the diamond to snap from the band.
"I can't deal with this anymore Seunghyun. You've said again and again you wouldn't do this anymore," tears brimmed Jiyong's eyes but no longer fell.
"This is the last time baby, I swear I won't screw up again," Seunghyun was in tears but Jiyong's heart had become immune to their effects.
"No. Every bit of my heart has been given to you. Each time you slept with another you were throwing a piece of my heart away. You no longer have my heart," Jiyong picked his coat off the chair by the door. "I'm leaving. I won't be back to gather my things. I don't need a reminder of you."
The door closed in front of Seunghyun leaving him with everything but the man he loved. The lipstick and disheveled appearance the remnants of the actions that had caused their love to turn into dust.
Actions and Motives - 10 Years
* * *
"I'll tell you now you can't win this," Jiyong started as he began packing various belongings into numerous suitcases. "They'll rip us to pieces if we tried to fight them. We can't win against them. And I can't fight this," he said as he gestured between himself and Seunghyun. "So I'm leaving."
The elder looked at the group leader with a gaping mouth. "After all these years of being an artist you're leaving just because the media found out?"
The younger nodded as he worried his bottom lip. It was slightly reddened. "You can come with me."
Seunghyun quickly pulled Jiyong into a kiss as he whispered against the other's lips, "Then I've already won."
Burn - Three Days Grace
Author: undying_desire
Pairing: GTOP Seunghyun/Jiyong
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Shorts, angst, AU, fluff, ect ect *lol*
Disclaimer: Sadly, G-Dragon and TOP aren't mine. If they were I'd be doing much more interesting things right now.
________________________________________________
Jiyong sat staring at the second hand. He had managed to run into the object of his desires for the second time this week. Now, he was sitting watching Seunghyun's lips move against the crystal glass, sipping on the wine with a delicacy unmatchable.
Seunhyun had followed him home for the second time that week.
The clock struck one and Jiyong knew his time was up.
Seunghyun stood but Jiyong quickly pulled out his wallet placing more money on the table.
"Jiyong," that smooth voice said with such pity, "I'm sorry, I can't love you."
And he walked away.
Bitter End - Placebo
* * *
It was strange being thrown into stardom. Seunghyun had honestly never expected such a turn of events.
It was strange never knowing a normal life. Jiyong had always been an idol.
They both happened to step onto the midnight train. Despite the lack of people somehow they managed to run into one another.
"Sorry." Jiyong said with false politeness.
"Sorry." Seunghyun said like a shy child.
Then Jiyong smiled. The door closed behind them, both missing their stop.
"I'm Kwon Jiyong," he said and held out his hand.
Don't Stop Believing - Journey
* * *
Seunhyun pressed his body over Jiyong's, lacing his fingers with the younger's as he kissed along the leader's jawline.
The night was ending quickly and Seunghyun would not see it go without holding his lover one more time.
This was the end. Their last night. Seunghyun's last night alive for all he knew. Perhaps he would die without Jiyong. Fate was cruel and war was as well.
In the morning, Jiyong pressed his hand to the cool side of the train begging that it wouldn't take Seunghyun with it.
"You're my everything," Seunghyun's words went unheard as the train whistle blew.
The train began rolling away.
Apocalyptic Love Song - Hypnogaja
* * *
"Never find yourself in a relationship with one of your peers." Jiyong's number one rule from YG. There would be too many scandals and too many angry fans.
Then the fanservice started. First with Seungri, the bastard always took things too far but Jiyong played along. He of course loved Seungri like a brother and enjoyed joking around with him.
It was when he was expected to start hinting at G-TOP his problems started.
Now he found himself lying next to Seunghyun.
"Are you with me?" The rapper asked.
"Yes," Jiyong responded. "I'll always be with you."
Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
* * *
One book the young boy held in his possession, a book that was most certainly banned as the only reading allowed was mathematical formulas.
Everyone was what we'd call a test tube baby. No longer born but rather created.
The need to reproduce no longer existed and romance was strictly forbidden.
A woman could not stay with a man for more than three months.
Luckily, Jiyong was a man and he could stay with Seunghyun as long as he wished.
Last Romanticist - Noblesse
* * *
Jiyong couldn't help but take in a gasp of air as Seunghyun gave him a quick kiss goodbye and closed the door behind him. They were always close but Jiyong was still surprised by the sudden show of affection.
Maybe it was the fact they were in their last years as the Double Combo. After Big Bang was disbanded for the members to pursue solo activities, G-Dragon and TOP's names continued to live on. They became YG's most prominent duo and became closer than ever before.
Taeyang and Seungri seemed to realize the rappers' unusual relationship before they themselves did. Daesung remained ignorant for the most part but couldn't help but be curious of his hyung's awkward behavior.
Jiyong was in love plain and simple. That love was the main reason he refused to go solo and lose his place with the other man. When the idea of a duo struck him, Jiyong never imagined that both YG and Seunghyun were happy to accept the idea.
Pressing his index finger to his lips, feeling the sensation, Jiyong began to believe after their time as rappers was over a whole new door would open for them.
Time is Running Out - Muse
* * *
"I don't want you around me. You'll get hurt." TOP had said after their first night together.
Those words rang in GD's head as he put pressure against the wound in his chest. Blood was already pooling on the ground. And the feeling of warmth was escaping from his body. It was cold. It was painful.
"How could you do this to me!?" GD had screamed the night he saw her on his side of the bed.
The final words of TOP's rang in his mind.
"I don't love you. I never loved you."
GD had put a bullet in his former lover's head in that same moment.
Or at least he did in his mind. In reality TOP simply walked out the door leaving a devastated GD behind.
GD hadn't had the courage to kill himself afterwards. TOP was right about calling him a coward. But GD soon realized more pain came with living than dying.
He pressed his hand harder against his chest. The wound could not be seen, there really was no blood, but still he found himself begging to be released from the pain.
He couldn't fight it. He still loved TOP.
Victims of Love - Good Charlotte
* * *
"Do it," Jiyong spat out as he ground his teeth together from having his growing erection pressed harder into Seunghyun's knee.
They were currently in the back alley of Jiyong's favorite club. A couple times a week he would sneak out and fuck any girl he could lure his way.
This time, Seunghyun followed his bandmate. In a backroom Jiyong was pounding into his whore-of-the-day. Something in Seunghyun snapped. He wanted Jiyong to himself.
"I will, and you'll love it," Seunghyun retorted and pulled Jiyong into a ferocious kiss.
Black Black Heart - David Usher
* * *
Jiyong threw his engagement ring to the floor with a ferocious force, causing the head with the diamond to snap from the band.
"I can't deal with this anymore Seunghyun. You've said again and again you wouldn't do this anymore," tears brimmed Jiyong's eyes but no longer fell.
"This is the last time baby, I swear I won't screw up again," Seunghyun was in tears but Jiyong's heart had become immune to their effects.
"No. Every bit of my heart has been given to you. Each time you slept with another you were throwing a piece of my heart away. You no longer have my heart," Jiyong picked his coat off the chair by the door. "I'm leaving. I won't be back to gather my things. I don't need a reminder of you."
The door closed in front of Seunghyun leaving him with everything but the man he loved. The lipstick and disheveled appearance the remnants of the actions that had caused their love to turn into dust.
Actions and Motives - 10 Years
* * *
"I'll tell you now you can't win this," Jiyong started as he began packing various belongings into numerous suitcases. "They'll rip us to pieces if we tried to fight them. We can't win against them. And I can't fight this," he said as he gestured between himself and Seunghyun. "So I'm leaving."
The elder looked at the group leader with a gaping mouth. "After all these years of being an artist you're leaving just because the media found out?"
The younger nodded as he worried his bottom lip. It was slightly reddened. "You can come with me."
Seunghyun quickly pulled Jiyong into a kiss as he whispered against the other's lips, "Then I've already won."
Burn - Three Days Grace