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Wow.. I didn't think my last journal was that bizarre and depressing.. but alot of people put up comments trying to cheer me up and stuff.It's kind of funny how like..nobody gives a crap about you until you do or say something drastic then it's like.. oh no must save Kelly! I'll put that in my list of things I need to do.. Always tell people how I feel and how much I love them.. or in some cases hate them. I mean I can't go into heaven with bad feelings in my heart.
Yesterday at work Tim from youth group/ church came into my bakery. It really wierded me out. I guess since I missed one day of church they think I'm like satanic or something. Maybe they'll perform an excorsist like in the movie saved. That'd be pretty darn cool. Oh anyway.. yeah Tim is nice and all but he just came in and like didn't want anything.. he just kept saying like.. how are you? My reply : fine how are you? Him: No, but HOW ARE YOU? Yeah so it was pretty wierd. Then he started talking about this girl he thought was " pretty attractive" but she talks to him condesendingly. Poor Tim. He's just not the kind of guy other girls get. He's kind of shy, but so sweet, and dresses funny sometimes I guess, and goes to church. Now a days everyone wants like an Abercrombie amd Fitch model. I'd marry Tim. He's just awesome. He's so talented too. Like he's so friendly and he can play guitar! Well yeah.. that's my mission for the next few days.. find out if he just came in because he genuinely cares how I'm doing.. or if he overheard something and came rushing in because the people from church told him too.
Last night was that party. It was at Kieth's house! I was so happy to see him. He's 17, and turning 18 in October. His little brother is just a stud muffin. He even dresses preppy and he's 4! Anyway, I asked about Nigel.. HE'S GAY! It all makes sence now. Like every guy I talk to or flirt with usually atleast flirts back.. but he didn't. And he's really hot and dresses really preppy. Why didn't I think of this sooner? I am a bad cultural critic.. I should be able to tell a gay guy from a straight one. Oh whatever.
I am working today. Then hanging out with Paul. I'm really excited about tommorrow. I'm getting my hair cut and nails done and stuff.. and then going to the sweet 16! I can't wait to see The Notebook.With my luck Natalia will get sick.
Yesterday at work Tim from youth group/ church came into my bakery. It really wierded me out. I guess since I missed one day of church they think I'm like satanic or something. Maybe they'll perform an excorsist like in the movie saved. That'd be pretty darn cool. Oh anyway.. yeah Tim is nice and all but he just came in and like didn't want anything.. he just kept saying like.. how are you? My reply : fine how are you? Him: No, but HOW ARE YOU? Yeah so it was pretty wierd. Then he started talking about this girl he thought was " pretty attractive" but she talks to him condesendingly. Poor Tim. He's just not the kind of guy other girls get. He's kind of shy, but so sweet, and dresses funny sometimes I guess, and goes to church. Now a days everyone wants like an Abercrombie amd Fitch model. I'd marry Tim. He's just awesome. He's so talented too. Like he's so friendly and he can play guitar! Well yeah.. that's my mission for the next few days.. find out if he just came in because he genuinely cares how I'm doing.. or if he overheard something and came rushing in because the people from church told him too.
Last night was that party. It was at Kieth's house! I was so happy to see him. He's 17, and turning 18 in October. His little brother is just a stud muffin. He even dresses preppy and he's 4! Anyway, I asked about Nigel.. HE'S GAY! It all makes sence now. Like every guy I talk to or flirt with usually atleast flirts back.. but he didn't. And he's really hot and dresses really preppy. Why didn't I think of this sooner? I am a bad cultural critic.. I should be able to tell a gay guy from a straight one. Oh whatever.
I am working today. Then hanging out with Paul. I'm really excited about tommorrow. I'm getting my hair cut and nails done and stuff.. and then going to the sweet 16! I can't wait to see The Notebook.With my luck Natalia will get sick.