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I'll always remember something misis told us back in 4th year. That parents give us things because they only want us happen and they think if this or that will make us happy, then by god, so be it. She said it better definitely but I have no strength to bring up the exact words.
I realize I'm such a weep-er. I'm ready to weep about almost anything. Especially when it has something to do with family. Family is a big deal for me. It really is. I like people who have good family values.
It's so funny. When nothing was wrong in my life, I had almost no faith in God. Yet now, when I feel like I'm about to be dunked into some dip of shit, I can't seem to let go of my faith. Yeah, there is still that question every now and then, and I still disagree with some of the church's beliefs, but I'm happy with my religion. It helps keep me strong. Prayers work for me, ok? It doesn't come true immediately and most times, I feel like it won't at all, but in the end, it does. So far. It helps me to think that maybe Someone Up There might be tuning in. A friend had to point out the appeal in religion, that people like to have someone to turn to. And I do. Maybe he is a figment of my imagination, who knows? Maybe he's real, maybe's he's on a bus.
But it helps.
I realize I'm such a weep-er. I'm ready to weep about almost anything. Especially when it has something to do with family. Family is a big deal for me. It really is. I like people who have good family values.
It's so funny. When nothing was wrong in my life, I had almost no faith in God. Yet now, when I feel like I'm about to be dunked into some dip of shit, I can't seem to let go of my faith. Yeah, there is still that question every now and then, and I still disagree with some of the church's beliefs, but I'm happy with my religion. It helps keep me strong. Prayers work for me, ok? It doesn't come true immediately and most times, I feel like it won't at all, but in the end, it does. So far. It helps me to think that maybe Someone Up There might be tuning in. A friend had to point out the appeal in religion, that people like to have someone to turn to. And I do. Maybe he is a figment of my imagination, who knows? Maybe he's real, maybe's he's on a bus.
But it helps.