Jul 18, 2004 09:20
So, The show went pretty good, I could of been better, But wasn't. Bottom Line, Well, They put on the fucking most awesome show, They are a bunch of awesome guys, Bassist and me chatted for a while, Talked about shit. Then, During the night I got to see friends I haven't seen in a while which made me very happy, Meagan, Lindsay, Sammi, Justine, Stacey, Chels, and a couple others, and I met a couple of people too. But it just wasn't the same, But I won't get into that. Tierney left for Cambodia, For a month, And I never got to say goodbye, She's been a true friend, She listens to me everytime something goes on in my life, And I appreciate this, Very much, Compared to people who don't give a shit, If ANYTHING happened.
I am leaving for the shore sunday, I am getting back friday..Night? Morning? I really don't know, All I know is, I really am going to cherish the times I spend there, I never really noticed how much I love the shore, But Now I do, It is the most calm place to chill, Thank god tyler invited me. I will prob try to tan, And get rid of my ghost look, Cut my hair? Cause it doesn't really matter anyways. I might keep it long, I probaly will. I will die it blonde.
Just kidding, I won't put you through that much pain.
Well, The situation with DeAnna, I really didn't understand, And, Was furious of that fact. And she was at Holly Bowl, And we didn't talk most of the time, She was with her friends..They seemed to be all over her, But she said there just friends, So, I am hoping all of this is true. She said she needs some time to think, I do understand that, And respect the fact, That she wants to make this relationship better, and have it work out for the better, This is why I am backing the situation up, Even though I would rather just have her in my arms right now, I will give her all the time she needs, Just hoping she doesnt meet a better guy in the process, She is the most amazing thing that happened to me, And that is currently in my life, And I don't want to lose her, Just because stupid shit.
I hate smokers.
Justine, You promised you would stop, And if you don't I will be pissed at you, You better not even think about picking one up.
I will go Mike Myers on your ass.
Were finding hope in life, Your my dreams tonight.