ok so this weekend was cold
but i was in ny so maybe thats why
i went for my cosins wedding
i danced A TON
i laughed A TON
i ate 2 TONS
haha i had a good time
this weekend is halloween i want to be a nurse
cool right?
i wrote this, i like it. idk it might suck and i only like it because i made it, kinda like when ur a kid and u make all those gross concoctions but u think they rock because u made them, oh who knows
Fuck you
You treat me like shit
Every time it just goes by I let my hurt just slide, fuck man
Aren’t I better than this? Deserve more? Fuck, will anyone else have me? FUck if I’m not with you will I be alone? FUCk, have you tricked me into a trap? FUCK, I can’t do this. Oh shit, here it is. My throat is on fire, direct connects to my eyes.
God I love your voice and I hate my self for loving it. Tare at my mind; try to realize. : YOU’RE NOT MY EVERYTHING:. I swear I’m voluntarily blind. I’ve built this life around your ‘un’true love. Now, here I am, stuck, drunk with my own ignorance. Plagued, by my own tolerance. Hurt because you are so impossible. And alone because I finally walked away.
i actually wrote that a long time ago and then i recently revised it alot, its not about anyone, i just up and wrote it one day