Jun 13, 2004 11:44
FIRSTS
im not sure why but firsts are on my mind
when you with someone do you ever wonder 'does this mean as much to him as it does me?'
everything this my darling dave and i do i wonder 'have him and ashley done this? was it more fun with her?
(p.s. i don't mean sex stuff)
i am more talkin about little stuff like he had to change the oil in his car so i went with him while he did that. i ve never had a grown-up relationship, this is close as it gets.
i always wonder if he will ever be able to love me the way he loved ashley
dont get me wrong i think ashley is neat
i just wonder about the things they did, the firsts they had and if there will be any frists for me and dave?
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maybe that makes no sense