my cousin walter got a cat stuck up his ass one time...
...true story
so yeah, i feel really retarded right now. i went to two parties last night, one at prestons godmother's house and one at greg's. and i definitely left my bathing suit, sunglasses AND my moms cell phone at preston's godmothers house. because i am a spaz. oh well, shit happens i guess. but im still a little embarassed. i dont really feel like talking about what ive been doing lately for some reason. i mean.. ive been oot and aboot a lot this week.... i just am too lazy to type i guess. today i think im gonna get my shit together. organize my room, do a little homework. thats the plan anyway. see how long that lasts. i really wanna do something with my room. i mean, its so boring. i wanna fix it up before school starts. any ideas would be much appreciated.
help me stay awake, im fallin
for some reason a (semi-edited) quote from avenue q comes to mind right now. "how do i go back when i dont know who i am anymore?" i was singing it in the shower the other day, and it made me think. and for a minute i felt like i really didnt know who i was anymore. it was a really odd feeling, because ive always known who i was. wether i was uncomfortable with it, or tried to hide it from people, i always knew. and i guess i feel like i know now. im just so different lately. but change is a good thing, it helps spice up life. i just hope i dont loose too much of the old me, i like me. but i guess ill just have to see how things go...