Better off alone

[undrappreciated]

I put on a show for everyone, but behind it all I'm crying inside. I can't control what happens but right now I wish I could. I wish that the way you act when it's just me and you started showing when our friends are around. Everyone else I just saw as friends but you caught my heart as something more, and now I wish I could make the feelings stop. I didn't think I missed having someone there but it's hitting me hard nowadays.... please come bring that something special back into my life. And if your not going to then stop building me up for something that's never going to happen.

:::Well I drank 'til I stumbled
I drank 'til I fell
When the drunk part was over it hurt me like hell
And I know about drinking
So I know one thing's true
Being drunk's a lot like loving you
'Cause I loved 'til I stumbled
I loved 'til I fell
When the loving was over it hurt me like hell
And I know what a taste of the wrong love can do
Being drunk's a lot like loving you
And I've woke up some mornings and sworn off the drink
At that I've done reasonably well I think
But I haven't done well swearing off you and me
At that I fail miserably
Well I felt the hangover of loving all night
I've sat at the bar all alone in a fight
I've bottled up feelings and poured 'em out too
Being drunk's a lot like loving you
And I've woke up some mornings and sworn off the drink
And at that I've done reasonably I think
But I haven't done well swearing off you and me
At that I fail miserably
Well I drank 'til I stumbled
I loved 'til I fell
When the drunk part was over love hurt me like hell
Well I know about drinking
So I know one thing's true
Being drunk's a lot like loving you
Though I know what a taste what the wrong love can do
Sometimes I still get drunk loving you: