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So I decided that I really hate drinking...I really hate lying to my mom, even though I doubt she knows that. She also thinks that Im a lot worse than I really am. I have drank a few times, but nothiing serious. And I know that having people over was a bad idea. But only a few people came, and it wasnt anything crazy. I know I sound really corny right now. But if you think about it, we really dont need to waste our time drinking anyway. I have so much hanging out at some ones house and just talking or walking around, or going to shows or something along those lines. I mean Im not going to end my social life, but I think that Im not gonna drink anymore. Its not worth all the lying and getting in trouble. My mom doesnt trust me at all anymore, and I guess I dont blame her. Whatever. I know I sound like a loser.