we've got the handshake under our tongues.
how about i summarize my weekend:
+ went to spirit of peach house party. saw great people (matt, ben pham, erica, an vu crew, kathleen, paul & noah) and drank a little. danced and enjoyed great conversations.
- was pulled away from this party by friends that wanted to go to the treehouse instead. made a fit when i had to drive them all over there to realize it was shit.
- told daria i was going back to the SOP house and i would be back in 20 minutes. she disregarded that promise and mentioned every promise i've broken to her before. had a mental break down and i was mainly the cause.
- returned to the SOP house to find it dying down.
+ went back to the treehouse to enjoy chain smoking and sing alongs. enjoyed the company of ryan and nayef until 4 am.
- had a shit shit shit night of work with aaron.
+ had a great morning shift with kevin.
And, the cherry on the weekend:
- got fired from aroma's.
i could re-tell the story. but i've done that so many times and i'm so fucking sick of re-living it. in essence, i was not even a minute away from my childhood home and i get the call from bruce, laden with bullshit excuses followed by "so, you're fired" ::click::. aaron wanted his 60 hours a week, and now with me out of his way he can. luckily i have everyone's support, and even friends who are talking about finding new jobs too.
it just took me by complete surprise. i go from having my dream job to nothing.
due to this and the 7 inches of snow, i stayed in bed for 18 hours yesterday. i wish i could say it made me feel better but it really didn't.
i'm hoping this weekend can help me take my mind off things and get to a somewhat stable mental state.
tonight will start it off with MGMT & Yeasayer at Slowdown. which many friends are attending and should be a fantastic concert.
tomorrow is loom. still unsure if attending.
friday --- uuh?
saturday is ben pham's party which should again be a good time.
it's been a while since i have had NOTHING to do on the weekends. it will be very unsettling. there's no way i'm going back to paradise, either. i'd rather be an amputee.
+ went to spirit of peach house party. saw great people (matt, ben pham, erica, an vu crew, kathleen, paul & noah) and drank a little. danced and enjoyed great conversations.
- was pulled away from this party by friends that wanted to go to the treehouse instead. made a fit when i had to drive them all over there to realize it was shit.
- told daria i was going back to the SOP house and i would be back in 20 minutes. she disregarded that promise and mentioned every promise i've broken to her before. had a mental break down and i was mainly the cause.
- returned to the SOP house to find it dying down.
+ went back to the treehouse to enjoy chain smoking and sing alongs. enjoyed the company of ryan and nayef until 4 am.
- had a shit shit shit night of work with aaron.
+ had a great morning shift with kevin.
And, the cherry on the weekend:
- got fired from aroma's.
i could re-tell the story. but i've done that so many times and i'm so fucking sick of re-living it. in essence, i was not even a minute away from my childhood home and i get the call from bruce, laden with bullshit excuses followed by "so, you're fired" ::click::. aaron wanted his 60 hours a week, and now with me out of his way he can. luckily i have everyone's support, and even friends who are talking about finding new jobs too.
it just took me by complete surprise. i go from having my dream job to nothing.
due to this and the 7 inches of snow, i stayed in bed for 18 hours yesterday. i wish i could say it made me feel better but it really didn't.
i'm hoping this weekend can help me take my mind off things and get to a somewhat stable mental state.
tonight will start it off with MGMT & Yeasayer at Slowdown. which many friends are attending and should be a fantastic concert.
tomorrow is loom. still unsure if attending.
friday --- uuh?
saturday is ben pham's party which should again be a good time.
it's been a while since i have had NOTHING to do on the weekends. it will be very unsettling. there's no way i'm going back to paradise, either. i'd rather be an amputee.