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ugh. yea so i just finished filling out and mailing my stupid ticket i got.
i am actually quite lucky tho. cuz i could have gotten 4 tickets. but i only got one.
- i was driving past nine. without a class D liscence.
- the car i was driving had a really busted tail light from a fender bender(thanks christina) <--it was her car.
- there was no registration papers in her car. she lost them.
- and i was going 53 in a 40. on a rainy night.
but the only thing i got charged for was driving past nine. damn. o well. i just really hope i dont get my liscence taken away/suspended for a matter of months or anything.
anywaaays. so yea its tuessday. heres how my weekend went:
friday: went to the mall with the girls..got some new stuff...clothing items always fun :) then later me jes and eryn went to tonys..to party. you kno how we do. yea so we partied alright...a little too hard. especially baby jes over here. lol she is lucky that the beer ran out and i sobered up. ( that would have been ..disfunctional.) lol i took her home to my house...well josh did. (a thanx to josh)
saturday: i woke up and first checked to see if jes was breathing...those videos in health can be kinda scary. lol then michele came over and we drove jes home then...damn i forgot what we did. oh yea. we went to EA and visited with her overwhelming disfunctional family. poor girl :(
anywho. so that was an emotional experience. and i had a horrible hangover from friday, so our pans for utopia were put off. anywyas ..so we just chilled for the rest of the night...hung out for a while.. you know.
sunday: went to church..was feeling miserable. went to dennys with laura and michele. then went to work...then went online till the early morning.
monday: slept my ass in till 2:30. just totally skipped school. (hey mom let me).thjeeeen did nuthing because of that.
tuesday/today: woke up late, went to school. went to work. went and got my nails filled. good times.
so. hmm i had a fun crazy weekend..and i have, come to a certain conclusion, yet again, about alcohol.
i drink...so i can have more self confidence. cuz i can get shy..i mean i am by no means quiet..shiiit those who kno me...kno that i am no where NEAR quiet or subdued..but wen i am around pple i like....i just get mad paranoid about myself. my self confidence is like.....rock bottom. so wen i drink..all those irriating negative thoughts about myself are far from my mind. but the catch is.. wen i am drunk...nuthing of my personality is exposed other than my crazyness. which..obviously isnt too impressive...god i just dont kno, i wanna say i wont drink anymore..but i kno i will..so i may as well not lie to myself. DAMN
uhmm. what else is knew..i havent spoken to jose in a while. i tell him that i support him inhis plans for the future and he doenst belive me...blows it off that i just accepted it. so i got mad. and he hasnt talked to me since. but im not gonna bug him about it. if he doenst wanna talk to me, thats his choice.
ANNOUNCMENT: i officially do NOT like william anymore. forrreeal. like its weird. im not used to it...but there truly are NO more feelings. i LOVE it. he is such an asshole.
oook. lets see. anything else i wanna mention in here? nope. ok ill ttyl!!
i am actually quite lucky tho. cuz i could have gotten 4 tickets. but i only got one.
- i was driving past nine. without a class D liscence.
- the car i was driving had a really busted tail light from a fender bender(thanks christina) <--it was her car.
- there was no registration papers in her car. she lost them.
- and i was going 53 in a 40. on a rainy night.
but the only thing i got charged for was driving past nine. damn. o well. i just really hope i dont get my liscence taken away/suspended for a matter of months or anything.
anywaaays. so yea its tuessday. heres how my weekend went:
friday: went to the mall with the girls..got some new stuff...clothing items always fun :) then later me jes and eryn went to tonys..to party. you kno how we do. yea so we partied alright...a little too hard. especially baby jes over here. lol she is lucky that the beer ran out and i sobered up. ( that would have been ..disfunctional.) lol i took her home to my house...well josh did. (a thanx to josh)
saturday: i woke up and first checked to see if jes was breathing...those videos in health can be kinda scary. lol then michele came over and we drove jes home then...damn i forgot what we did. oh yea. we went to EA and visited with her overwhelming disfunctional family. poor girl :(
anywho. so that was an emotional experience. and i had a horrible hangover from friday, so our pans for utopia were put off. anywyas ..so we just chilled for the rest of the night...hung out for a while.. you know.
sunday: went to church..was feeling miserable. went to dennys with laura and michele. then went to work...then went online till the early morning.
monday: slept my ass in till 2:30. just totally skipped school. (hey mom let me).thjeeeen did nuthing because of that.
tuesday/today: woke up late, went to school. went to work. went and got my nails filled. good times.
so. hmm i had a fun crazy weekend..and i have, come to a certain conclusion, yet again, about alcohol.
i drink...so i can have more self confidence. cuz i can get shy..i mean i am by no means quiet..shiiit those who kno me...kno that i am no where NEAR quiet or subdued..but wen i am around pple i like....i just get mad paranoid about myself. my self confidence is like.....rock bottom. so wen i drink..all those irriating negative thoughts about myself are far from my mind. but the catch is.. wen i am drunk...nuthing of my personality is exposed other than my crazyness. which..obviously isnt too impressive...god i just dont kno, i wanna say i wont drink anymore..but i kno i will..so i may as well not lie to myself. DAMN
uhmm. what else is knew..i havent spoken to jose in a while. i tell him that i support him inhis plans for the future and he doenst belive me...blows it off that i just accepted it. so i got mad. and he hasnt talked to me since. but im not gonna bug him about it. if he doenst wanna talk to me, thats his choice.
ANNOUNCMENT: i officially do NOT like william anymore. forrreeal. like its weird. im not used to it...but there truly are NO more feelings. i LOVE it. he is such an asshole.
oook. lets see. anything else i wanna mention in here? nope. ok ill ttyl!!