Dec 23, 2004 01:21
ok so uhh whats new. hmm
my mom foud out i was stealing...cuz jonny was carelessly chatting about it at andersons..where both he and his mother work.. so of course it gets back to his mom..and she calls my mom..and w.e
LUCKILY. my parents were really good about it.. ( maybe cuz they think i have only taken stickers and keychains...: / ) but either way....i am officially banned from jessica....( another mistake on jonnys part.. mentioning names. it wasnt nessecary) and banned from jonny . NOT that that means that i wont be seeing them.. cuz there some of my best friends im def still gonna see them.. but its just a nuisance having to sneak.. but i will..cuz thats how it goes.
but i am really not stealing ever again. cuz thats not me. i kno better than that. its not right.just basically not who i am. not to mention it was all just a big greed problem.. cuz i have money. no need for me to be acting all stingy like that. and the consequemces arent worth the crime. i have witnessed pple gettig caught... and its not fun. and i dont ever wanna be in jeapordy of being in that position. im just soo lucky I wasnt caught.
anyways. so i havent seen my prescious friend eryn in so long. its been hard...differnt. i dont like it.. but what can u do..there has been a loss in the family and they are all sick... :( i am hanging out with her tomorrow :D yaaaaaaay im excited. we can exchange our gifts!!!!! and just catch up altho we talk everyday...i need to hold her. lmao. im not gay i swear. i just very touchy :P
uh i miss jose. i dont think i even make him happy anymore. he didnt care to see me at all on monday, the last day i was gonna be in school..(at least thats how it seems to me) .because i was late for school..so i guess...from where i stand, it seems like .. i dont even need to make him happy anymore.. or be in school on time for him...or call him.. cuz he has someone else. and i cant complain about it. cuz i dont wanna act selfishly.. he obviously can do what he wants.. we arent dating. and that is my fault. but he can talk to whoever he wants.. and like who ever he wants... regardless of what i want. ijust miss talking to him.
yea so i (amy and jes were with me) got in the most hilarious ....accident(?) the other day, i was driving my grandmothers car down my street and i was going around this one curve and the roads were really bad and i started swerving out of control and the brakes were failing me... and i swerved right off the damn road. THRU 2 telephone wires.. ( JUST missed the damn pole...) Got stuck for a minute... then proceeded to drive foward thru the woods back on the road again.. hah. and i was so chill..it was odd. then we stole gloves from the dollar tree. :/
ok well i have to go now..cuz its like 2 and i have to get up early. wat else is new. so call me . i have a new cell phone. 716.604.4774 real easy number :)
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