well this is the ...3rd time? im updating my journal in the last few days. lets hope this time it DOESNT get deleted on accident..that'd be nice
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Re: Um.... no
anonymous
November 18 2004, 03:52:55 UTC
Ok, fine, I'm sorry that you have to feel that way. I really am. Because as much as you want to convince yourself I knew about this one, I really didn't. And I told you that, & I apologozed for it. And I don't apologize for much.
As far as Mike goes, it really had nothing to do with him or you. You just happened to come into the picture at the wrong time. And he started to turn our flirting up a notch at the wrong time. I was going through some shit with Jay that turned me into a total moron.
And if I had a pattern on coming on strong when you came into the picture, I would have started messing with this one long ago, wouldn't I?
So let's see... now I'm lying? Josh Brown? I don't think so. You know the same thing's being said about me & AJ, right? And they used to say I messed with Larry too. Now that you're filled in on the rumors, take your pick which one you want to throw at me like it's the truth. No it's not my fault nor yours that you're getting the wrong information, but it is your problem if you're continuing to pass it around.
No you never met EITHER Mark. That's the problem. You don't even know which one we were talking about. And I don't see how more than 1 person could have told you about him cuz hardly any of them were there when he was. Anyway, there was definitely no messing around.
No, there was no special bond. I don't think there was either, in fact, as I've stated to you many times, I don't even know what made me like him. BUT IT WASN'T YOU. You know I'd been mock flirting with him all summer, & then one day he just started responding with some shit that even made me stutter. I won't lie, it was probably dumb move to go out with him, for more reasons than one. But you know what? It still had nothing to do with you. And I'm still sorry that you feel that way, & I can't help it if you're always gonna be pissed, but really, there's not much else I can do.
If you're so hell-bent on hating my "lying" then maybe one day we should sit & have a mature conversation (like the one we had when I apologized but you apparently didn't give a shit) & discuss this whole thing.
As far as Mike goes, it really had nothing to do with him or you. You just happened to come into the picture at the wrong time. And he started to turn our flirting up a notch at the wrong time. I was going through some shit with Jay that turned me into a total moron.
And if I had a pattern on coming on strong when you came into the picture, I would have started messing with this one long ago, wouldn't I?
So let's see... now I'm lying? Josh Brown? I don't think so. You know the same thing's being said about me & AJ, right? And they used to say I messed with Larry too. Now that you're filled in on the rumors, take your pick which one you want to throw at me like it's the truth. No it's not my fault nor yours that you're getting the wrong information, but it is your problem if you're continuing to pass it around.
No you never met EITHER Mark. That's the problem. You don't even know which one we were talking about. And I don't see how more than 1 person could have told you about him cuz hardly any of them were there when he was. Anyway, there was definitely no messing around.
No, there was no special bond. I don't think there was either, in fact, as I've stated to you many times, I don't even know what made me like him. BUT IT WASN'T YOU. You know I'd been mock flirting with him all summer, & then one day he just started responding with some shit that even made me stutter. I won't lie, it was probably dumb move to go out with him, for more reasons than one. But you know what? It still had nothing to do with you. And I'm still sorry that you feel that way, & I can't help it if you're always gonna be pissed, but really, there's not much else I can do.
If you're so hell-bent on hating my "lying" then maybe one day we should sit & have a mature conversation (like the one we had when I apologized but you apparently didn't give a shit) & discuss this whole thing.
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