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Im sad.
Leonard is leaving Harris Hill. :( he put in his two weaks notice today. damn now i have no one to beat up and joke around with.
unless i make dave my new victim. muahhhahaha
i need to drink more water.. its very good for you. hm.
i have all day tomorrow to get my do do list done.. we'll see if that happens. i think ill get up early.
there is a reason why i have never had a boyfriend. (other than wen i was 8 and my "boyfriend" molested me)
cuz i am very scared of being hurt. and i am very scared of not being good enough. and getting heart broken. i never take chances wen it comes to guys and i often wonder if i am missing out. but i dont belive i am. i mean.. it certain ways yea...it must be great to share a mutual caring.. but. i wouldnt know about it. and i see plenty of my friends go thru the hardest times dealing with guys and shit and i just dont wanna put myself in that situation. but then i feel like i am not really living.. i mean like i need to take chances and experience it and all. but i dont know if heartbreak is worth it...if tehre is heartbreak at all. but is it worth the chance? i dont think so. not really. not to metniotn im happy the way i am. i dunno
my girlscout cookies are in!!!!!!!! YUM
im gonna go sit on my bed and eat them like a fat mess.. ill ttyl
Leonard is leaving Harris Hill. :( he put in his two weaks notice today. damn now i have no one to beat up and joke around with.
unless i make dave my new victim. muahhhahaha
i need to drink more water.. its very good for you. hm.
i have all day tomorrow to get my do do list done.. we'll see if that happens. i think ill get up early.
there is a reason why i have never had a boyfriend. (other than wen i was 8 and my "boyfriend" molested me)
cuz i am very scared of being hurt. and i am very scared of not being good enough. and getting heart broken. i never take chances wen it comes to guys and i often wonder if i am missing out. but i dont belive i am. i mean.. it certain ways yea...it must be great to share a mutual caring.. but. i wouldnt know about it. and i see plenty of my friends go thru the hardest times dealing with guys and shit and i just dont wanna put myself in that situation. but then i feel like i am not really living.. i mean like i need to take chances and experience it and all. but i dont know if heartbreak is worth it...if tehre is heartbreak at all. but is it worth the chance? i dont think so. not really. not to metniotn im happy the way i am. i dunno
my girlscout cookies are in!!!!!!!! YUM
im gonna go sit on my bed and eat them like a fat mess.. ill ttyl