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With Lauren and Dan both having their license, its great. But I mean. Dan's obviously apart of the family. Just to think that with him driving around something bad could happen to him or lauren. Thats really scary. I care about them both way too much, and love them both. It's so scary to know that when Dan leaves my house he's not leaving in the company of my dad or when lauren leaves his house my dads not there in the drivers seat to pick her up. I guess it's stupid but I just get nervous sometimes watching them drive. Especially when I see Dan struggling to get out of my driveway. The poor kid tries to use the turn around since my driveway is HORRIBLE to get out of everyone knows it, but the snow is so bad that he just gets stuck there and has to attempt to get himself out. and It probably doesn't help feeling like you're being watched and not knowing what to do. Then I have to watch him finally get himself out, then back out instead of being turned around and then get stuck at the top because he didnt press the gas as hard as he could to get out of the driveway cause you have to do that too. Then he FINALLY gets out after he realized he needed to press on the gas. It all basically made me wanna cry. My mom made him promise he'd call when he got in. I really hope he does. Just to know he's okay. I mean, it's really nerveracking with lauren cause shes my older sister and all but I know how she drives cause I had to spend six months with her driving everyone around everywhere and I've been out in the car with her. So maybe thats why I sound like I'm more worried about Dan when he's driving. It's just scary. I've always been like that though. When it's snowing or raining really hard and its thundering and lightening and my parents arent home I'll sit on the couch in front of the window and every 30 seconds I'll turn around to see if the car comes down the driveway. And everytime I see an ambulance on the road I think of everyone thats not with me, like if I was on my way to the mall with Kelly and I saw one and Lauren or one or both of my parents were out I'd immediately think of them, and it always makes me wanna call them. It doesnt help that everytime you turn the news on theres always bad news about car accidents or on the radio with all the traffic interuptions. I feel really lame thinking like that but it's the way I am.
Anyways the phone just rang and it was Dan. So he's home.
The week back to school was lame. I hate school. I want summer. I've been so tired lately I don't even want to do anything. Even if it's hanging out with friends. I don't know whats wrong with me.
Twenty-four days until my birthday!
I'm gonna go now that I feel alot better.
Anyways the phone just rang and it was Dan. So he's home.
The week back to school was lame. I hate school. I want summer. I've been so tired lately I don't even want to do anything. Even if it's hanging out with friends. I don't know whats wrong with me.
Twenty-four days until my birthday!
I'm gonna go now that I feel alot better.