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its been a while. :-/
so, i'm in bedford now. and on the internet, gasp. we have dial-up, which i suppose is better than nothing, but still not great. and my mac is still internet-less. so i'll continue to whore off wireless for the next less-than-month.
about that, the less-than-month, i'm extremely excited. i really can't wait to get out of this house that isn't mine, and do what i've been waiting to do since middle school. i am so ready; especially with all of my fighting with my mother, i can't wait to leave. it's not so much a bitter teenage "i want to get the hell out" anymore as it is me wanting to establish myself outside of them.
its quite scary now that its finally here.
birthday has come and passed. it was ok. would have been better had my car not gotten rejected for inspection and started a whole lot of drama, but one can only ask so much.
essentially, after i mail that health form today, i'm ready for school. sigh of relief.
the only things that make me want to hold on to this place are as follows:
david samuel duval
seth gordon sprinkle
hannah grace lane
sarah elizabeth lowdon
and the few others that bring me back to fond memories of years past in this place.
as for my dearest, this summer hasn't been a vacation by any strech. its been hard on us, but we're working it out. and with rotundas and outstreched lawns and historic brick pathways on the horizon, i see a much more peaceful view in our future.
for now, i am content.
so, i'm in bedford now. and on the internet, gasp. we have dial-up, which i suppose is better than nothing, but still not great. and my mac is still internet-less. so i'll continue to whore off wireless for the next less-than-month.
about that, the less-than-month, i'm extremely excited. i really can't wait to get out of this house that isn't mine, and do what i've been waiting to do since middle school. i am so ready; especially with all of my fighting with my mother, i can't wait to leave. it's not so much a bitter teenage "i want to get the hell out" anymore as it is me wanting to establish myself outside of them.
its quite scary now that its finally here.
birthday has come and passed. it was ok. would have been better had my car not gotten rejected for inspection and started a whole lot of drama, but one can only ask so much.
essentially, after i mail that health form today, i'm ready for school. sigh of relief.
the only things that make me want to hold on to this place are as follows:
david samuel duval
seth gordon sprinkle
hannah grace lane
sarah elizabeth lowdon
and the few others that bring me back to fond memories of years past in this place.
as for my dearest, this summer hasn't been a vacation by any strech. its been hard on us, but we're working it out. and with rotundas and outstreched lawns and historic brick pathways on the horizon, i see a much more peaceful view in our future.
for now, i am content.