rainbow drive
'the month hath turned yet again'
and some has happened..not too much
well..ok...semi-a lot, but i dunno
uhh...things are "on track" with stan i think
so we'll see
uhh..brian has cancer
which makes 2-3 of my friends
not sure if i'm counting mike c. or not
but caiti is there
i believe that he'll be fine
other than that umm....school and people??
last night the group hung out at matty's
actually, ya know what?
caiti is all 'i wanna hang out' yet when there is a chance to, she is busy
which sucks
but whatev
our time will come
we did a secret santa thing at lunch
and i havent dont any christmas shopping
at all
except for a poster i got for steph at kmart that i'm really not thinking about keeping now
i dont know
maybe she has too many posters
not that i'd know if she has them up
hopefully i'll find out on friday if she has something at her house
chris v. is having a christmas/'holiday'(ppl r jewish that r going probably) party on saturday...well, obviously next saturday seeing as today is saturday
uhh...chris and dan's birthday is friday
brians is today
i texted him to wish him a happy one
although i dont how happy it could be with him being in the hospital and all
i painted my nails yesterday and they are kickass
i am becoming steve's 'calhoun'
seriously
and it pisses me off because i don't want to be that
it already pissed me off that i have a 'calhoun'
but to be someone elses??
dfhjsonisdong
yea
ya know what?
sometimes girls sicken me
when they're all lovey dovey about their boyfriends
it makes me wonder if i've been like that
i've usually just been normal with them
with the occasional cuteness thrown in there in public
but i don't want to be like that
i don't geta ll obsessive or anything
like if he wouldnt call or whatever
i'm kind of chill unless i have reason not to be
but that hasnt happened the past 2.5 times(one time i was worried about alex not calling me when he got home because i was being gay and overreacting thinking something happened to him and whatever..........and then one time there was a whole deal, but it was straightened out)
sorry..i just cant keep shane off my mind
last night i think merc was trying to flirt with me
i can't really tell with him
although i really hope he wasnt
unless it made shane step up his game
because that would be most fortunate
umm..pit hasnt started yet and i think it needs to
i have a concert on wednesday evening
and no viola till january
except for g.s.
but umm...neils thing too
damn
i dont know what to get ppl for christmas
i always see things i'd want to get for ppl that i'm not getting things for
i can't remember what it was, but i saw soemthing today that would be funny to get for mike, but we don't do christmas
uhh..a bunch of things for lexie
a few things for bobby's little sister
just gay things
i love giving ppl presents
getting them is nice too, but seeing how happy some ppl are then they open something rocks because giving someone happiness is better than getting a candle or some crap
unless its something meaningful
but i dont know
i have to go do physics homework
bye
and some has happened..not too much
well..ok...semi-a lot, but i dunno
uhh...things are "on track" with stan i think
so we'll see
uhh..brian has cancer
which makes 2-3 of my friends
not sure if i'm counting mike c. or not
but caiti is there
i believe that he'll be fine
other than that umm....school and people??
last night the group hung out at matty's
actually, ya know what?
caiti is all 'i wanna hang out' yet when there is a chance to, she is busy
which sucks
but whatev
our time will come
we did a secret santa thing at lunch
and i havent dont any christmas shopping
at all
except for a poster i got for steph at kmart that i'm really not thinking about keeping now
i dont know
maybe she has too many posters
not that i'd know if she has them up
hopefully i'll find out on friday if she has something at her house
chris v. is having a christmas/'holiday'(ppl r jewish that r going probably) party on saturday...well, obviously next saturday seeing as today is saturday
uhh...chris and dan's birthday is friday
brians is today
i texted him to wish him a happy one
although i dont how happy it could be with him being in the hospital and all
i painted my nails yesterday and they are kickass
i am becoming steve's 'calhoun'
seriously
and it pisses me off because i don't want to be that
it already pissed me off that i have a 'calhoun'
but to be someone elses??
dfhjsonisdong
yea
ya know what?
sometimes girls sicken me
when they're all lovey dovey about their boyfriends
it makes me wonder if i've been like that
i've usually just been normal with them
with the occasional cuteness thrown in there in public
but i don't want to be like that
i don't geta ll obsessive or anything
like if he wouldnt call or whatever
i'm kind of chill unless i have reason not to be
but that hasnt happened the past 2.5 times(one time i was worried about alex not calling me when he got home because i was being gay and overreacting thinking something happened to him and whatever..........and then one time there was a whole deal, but it was straightened out)
sorry..i just cant keep shane off my mind
last night i think merc was trying to flirt with me
i can't really tell with him
although i really hope he wasnt
unless it made shane step up his game
because that would be most fortunate
umm..pit hasnt started yet and i think it needs to
i have a concert on wednesday evening
and no viola till january
except for g.s.
but umm...neils thing too
damn
i dont know what to get ppl for christmas
i always see things i'd want to get for ppl that i'm not getting things for
i can't remember what it was, but i saw soemthing today that would be funny to get for mike, but we don't do christmas
uhh..a bunch of things for lexie
a few things for bobby's little sister
just gay things
i love giving ppl presents
getting them is nice too, but seeing how happy some ppl are then they open something rocks because giving someone happiness is better than getting a candle or some crap
unless its something meaningful
but i dont know
i have to go do physics homework
bye