a dream
last night i had this dream that made me feel incredibly lonely. it had a bunch of friends from my past in it and they were all together having so much fun and for some reason i wasn't able to join them even though i was at the same places they were. i wasn't being shunned or anything i recall my friends being nice to be from a distance. i felt more regret than loneliness during the dream but when i woke up i really just couldn't ignore a huge amount of sadness that had taken over me.
of course i have over analyzed it and turned it in some sort of metaphor on how i find it really hard to truly connect with other people and my awkward social skills, etc... but the feelings i had all day because of that dream seem very overwhelming - as a result i spent most of day just sleeping and somewhat bothered.
of course i have over analyzed it and turned it in some sort of metaphor on how i find it really hard to truly connect with other people and my awkward social skills, etc... but the feelings i had all day because of that dream seem very overwhelming - as a result i spent most of day just sleeping and somewhat bothered.