Oct 07, 2009 17:37
i am more sensitive than anyone will ever know.... and it sucks. i don't want to be like this but it feels so deep and painful and when i think of the situations that cause me this pain... it doesn't make sense. i shouldn't be overreacting to every little thing and i try so hard to keep it in and rationalize it away - cause i don't want it and it isn't fair to anyone to have to deal with it.
i wish there was something i could say to myself that would make it all better.