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[underthestarso5]

its really hard to make yourself not have feelings for someone.
i know that i really shouldnt like this boy and this is a really bad idea,
but i really cant help it.
i hate not being in control of this.
and what happened to the tess that didnt want relationships or committments.
i lived with no attatchments.
attatchments only get people hurt, and ive learned that the hard way.
it sucks to know im getting attatched again.
ughhhfkhhg, my life is rediculous right noww.
and i dont know how to handle anything anymore.