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hey so yestrday was such a good day
me and and mom looked through old pictures and stuff and did some seet 16 stuff.
then i went ot q's and we went to lascala and stupid men working there are gross and stare at us. lol
it was good because me and q got to talk and since it was rainming and we didnt feel like walking back to her house my mom picked us up and we went to my house and did whatever and i got my ipod coverrrrrr
(BUT NOW TODAY MY IPOD ISNT WORKING!!! :( i dont know why) but anyway then q left and joe came over and it was a very emotional time. i dunno i have just been feeling like shit. but we just let everything out. we went to panera and it was really good and we ordered the same thing. :)
and it wa slike pouring and we ran to barns and nobles and splashed in the puddles and just laughed with echother. it seem slike we havent laughed with eachother or just loved eachother together in forever. it was amazing.
so after barnes and nobles we went back home and read some poems and we just listened to Bjork and layed on my floor just feeling weachothers warmth and staring into eachothers eyes. and finally being completlely comfortable again. (with the company of cindy ;)) me and luba had a beautiful night.
he will always be the same person i met last may. and i have to just always remeber that because sometimes i forget and i also forget who i am. so then of course i am gonna question who we are together.
but we are finaly at peace and we let go of the struggle.
i pray that nothibng will change
me and and mom looked through old pictures and stuff and did some seet 16 stuff.
then i went ot q's and we went to lascala and stupid men working there are gross and stare at us. lol
it was good because me and q got to talk and since it was rainming and we didnt feel like walking back to her house my mom picked us up and we went to my house and did whatever and i got my ipod coverrrrrr
(BUT NOW TODAY MY IPOD ISNT WORKING!!! :( i dont know why) but anyway then q left and joe came over and it was a very emotional time. i dunno i have just been feeling like shit. but we just let everything out. we went to panera and it was really good and we ordered the same thing. :)
and it wa slike pouring and we ran to barns and nobles and splashed in the puddles and just laughed with echother. it seem slike we havent laughed with eachother or just loved eachother together in forever. it was amazing.
so after barnes and nobles we went back home and read some poems and we just listened to Bjork and layed on my floor just feeling weachothers warmth and staring into eachothers eyes. and finally being completlely comfortable again. (with the company of cindy ;)) me and luba had a beautiful night.
he will always be the same person i met last may. and i have to just always remeber that because sometimes i forget and i also forget who i am. so then of course i am gonna question who we are together.
but we are finaly at peace and we let go of the struggle.
i pray that nothibng will change