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hello there
this random weekend was a peice of shit. but in the end of saturday it was good.
well friday came along and after school and and sa and tor went to fashion show rehersals. it was a little boring.
then sa came over and we worked on the dresses some more andddd pretty much my house went crazy and my mom and sister came home from their mini upstate vacation and had about 15 bags full of sstuff from shopping. haha dave was over too.
so all at once my moma nd dad were talking jess was walking in and out of the bathroom with different clothes on. my mom was showing me stuff she got and that they got from me. me and sa were trying to get out clothes all done. and im not sure what dave was doing . lol
but anyway when everything cleared out sa got a little phonecall :(
Her moms aid shes picking her up at 7:15 and she probably wont be coming back (which sucks because friday night was spossed to be a sas and steen night)
SO that was sad and sa got in terouble and is grounded for the rest of this weekend and next.pooop.
so after that happned on friday i gave luba a call and he came over and we had a good night.
and then saturday morning IJUIDHOISUEY*O)W&^*(@^#&*%@(*&#_@()#@_+)FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT. omg i cant even think of it. just the thought it makes me want to start throwing plates and breaking plates on the floor. then walk on them.
Although yesterday was a disgusting day. it also was a day of growth like he said. we both let a lot out. and even though the action that brought us to the aftertalks was so horrible and HORRIBLE. we needed what came afterwards. no im not making it rational. god i would much rather have the after talks without the first action. but life cant always go your way and it sucks it sucks so much. But i love joe too much to let go but i know now he knows that if there is a next time..thats it. but there wont be. cause its just the truth. and i dont trust people too easily. because there and a whole handful of people that i just naturally dont trust and dont believe them when they tell me something because the majority of the time they say things its clearly a lie. But with joe this issnt true. he has been totally honest and in love with me for all these months. and i love him forever.
and just so you know. JOE did not cheat on me. that would be a differnt story and that...just wouldnt happen and we all know it.=D
i love you.
this random weekend was a peice of shit. but in the end of saturday it was good.
well friday came along and after school and and sa and tor went to fashion show rehersals. it was a little boring.
then sa came over and we worked on the dresses some more andddd pretty much my house went crazy and my mom and sister came home from their mini upstate vacation and had about 15 bags full of sstuff from shopping. haha dave was over too.
so all at once my moma nd dad were talking jess was walking in and out of the bathroom with different clothes on. my mom was showing me stuff she got and that they got from me. me and sa were trying to get out clothes all done. and im not sure what dave was doing . lol
but anyway when everything cleared out sa got a little phonecall :(
Her moms aid shes picking her up at 7:15 and she probably wont be coming back (which sucks because friday night was spossed to be a sas and steen night)
SO that was sad and sa got in terouble and is grounded for the rest of this weekend and next.pooop.
so after that happned on friday i gave luba a call and he came over and we had a good night.
and then saturday morning IJUIDHOISUEY*O)W&^*(@^#&*%@(*&#_@()#@_+)FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT. omg i cant even think of it. just the thought it makes me want to start throwing plates and breaking plates on the floor. then walk on them.
Although yesterday was a disgusting day. it also was a day of growth like he said. we both let a lot out. and even though the action that brought us to the aftertalks was so horrible and HORRIBLE. we needed what came afterwards. no im not making it rational. god i would much rather have the after talks without the first action. but life cant always go your way and it sucks it sucks so much. But i love joe too much to let go but i know now he knows that if there is a next time..thats it. but there wont be. cause its just the truth. and i dont trust people too easily. because there and a whole handful of people that i just naturally dont trust and dont believe them when they tell me something because the majority of the time they say things its clearly a lie. But with joe this issnt true. he has been totally honest and in love with me for all these months. and i love him forever.
and just so you know. JOE did not cheat on me. that would be a differnt story and that...just wouldnt happen and we all know it.=D
i love you.